For you to call me, knowing full well I don't want to talk on the phone, and leave me some sappy "Oh, hey baby I was just calling cus I wanted to hear your voice and I miss you" type message, and then seventeen seconds later, be all on the internet about how much you miss your ex. How y'all still talk and hold hands and call each other baby and she's the only person you've ever truly loved (never mind you're claiming you love me), and how you wish you could've seen her today but you restrained yourself because you know you would've called in to work for the opportunity to spend more time with her.
Ok. So, let's make something clear. I am a greedy, selfish, moody, difficult person. I've never made any claims otherwise. Sometimes I'm lonely, and sometimes I need some attention from the opposite sex, but I am in no way desperate, and I'm sure as hell not desperate enough to be your distraction. Your "since I can't have what I want, I'll go holler at her" broad. Your rebound. I will not be anything other than numero uno, the alpha and omega, first and last thing on your mind all the gotdamned time. If I'm gonna come second to something, it'd better be business or family. Not the next bitch and most definitely not the last one.
And if I can't have that, then I don't want anything.
So yeah, this is over. Have a nice night.
Labels: Rant from hell
