So I have a new person. Dare I say a better person? Too soon to be sure. Things always start out well, first impressions and all. I think the largest difference between this person and the old person is that this person is willing to put aside time to furthering our relationship, where with the old person I always felt like I was hindering him in so man ways. I'm trying to find something I dislike about the new person. I'm sure there's something there. I don't really wanna go looking for it, because I'm sure I'll find it. For now I'm just enjoying the glow of it all. I still get the warm fuzzy feeling, and I miss it.

The weird thing about it, is that normally I'm the one rushing headlong into the relationship. He's a couple steps ahead of me. I'm trying to learn how to take it slow, but it's kinda hard when you're dealing with someone so eager. You wanna know the incredibly stupid part that's gonna make you think I'm a delusional "in love with love" type teenage girl? It's been three days. Lmao. Infatuation is a BITCH! I'll tell you.

Our schedules are madd inconvenient though. Notttttt even going there.

I'm concerned about the future though. Not like, any extended period of time. I'm not letting myself think that far ahead. I'm talking like two weeks from now. When the getting to know you stage is over? What then? That's when everything gets stagnant and it's like "well what did you eat for breakfast today?" I'd never ever want it to get that bad. I'd rather we just stop talking.

In other news. SAT two Saturdays from now. Applying to Pace, Paine, PSU, DePauls, & probably Cheyney. The end.

Till next time, well....you know the rest.