Hey guise!

Lmao, I love how I talk like somebody reads this shit anymore. Sorry I haven't been posting regular, tumblr's got all my attention. I'm not good at like....tumblring though. That shit requires skill. A skill. A small, inconsequential skill, that I don't have, and am pretty sure I don't wanna have.

I'm much better at blogging.

And you know what's weird? That everybody says that like tumblr because it's more than twitter but less than blogger, but then they get mad when nobody listens to anything they have to say. Like, my nigga you don't even wanna listen to the shit you have to say. I hate when niggas post long entries on tumblr, and then apologize multiple times, or preface it with some "I know you're not gonna read this" type stuff. Like stop! You should expect that from people. Start expecting it. Is whatever you have to say so trivial that you don't think the people that follow you will read it? Step up the standards for the people that you associate with, and who you allow to associate with you. Write what you feel, and if somebody unfollows you for that, good. You've got that out of the way, move on. Now you know who's really listening when you talk.

I guess that's the generation we're living in though. People don't take themselves seriously enough. Like, people get mad at me, because they think I take things too seriously, but that's actually not the case. I listen to what people say, and I take that as what they mean. If you're a female, and you're calling yourself a bitch every other minute, you don't get to be upset when somebody calls you a bitch. Females all like: "A bitch needs some new clothes." "A bitch needs a new man" but if I tell you a bitch needs to shut up, I'm wrong. Aight then, bitch, whatever.

People don't think their own words have power anymore. They don't think people are listening to the shit they say. So they just talk, at random, just bullshit. But heaven forbid somebody call them on it. Then it's "Ashley, why you gotta take everything so seriously all the time? I was just joking!" Okay. I get it. So I'm supposed to ignore everything you say that sounds serious. Because you're joking. All the time. Got it.

But now you're feelings are hurt because something terrible has happened to you and you're mad, because nobody's taking you seriously.

Bitches need to get their shit together.

Which is TOTALLY not what I came to blog about. I be off on tangents in this bitch. Anyway!

I'm pumped!! I've got an interview tomorrow afternoon with Wells Fargo's collection agency. My nigga if I get this job!! We're talking 11.25/hr 40hrs a week guaranteed. My Jesus. Realize that I'm currently working (3) part time minimum wage jobs. No more! No, sir, massah. I will be making official, legal, government taxed money. It'll be like my first "real" job & shit. And my mom can no longer say I'm not doing anything with my life. In other news,

I've got a person (Person = Below a boyfriend, but above a boo). & I think I love this nigga. I keep wanting to tell him that but....too soon. I know. So I'm just gonna, yenno, shut up for a while on that. Cus really? This niggas not even a boyfriend. How dare I tell him anything more than I like him? That shits ridiculous. I'll lose my player card for some shit like that. Speaking of which,

I've got a date tomorrow evening. Not with the person though, obviously.

I think that's gonna be all for now. I'll let y'all know how the interview goes. And how the date goes. And how....life....goes. Yeah, cus that is the whole purpose of the blog, ain't it?

Till next time: Positive energy, high hopes, & love♥;