Temper tantrums are never good for the first page of blogger, lol. We save those for the second page, once we've gotten to know each other a little better.

You wanna talk about last night? Lets talk about last night.

If I was the type that got hangovers, I would have a hangover right now. Thank God I'm not, but sometimes I wish I was, 'cause I think one good hangover one time would get me to stop drinking so much. Like, I was texting Davon, & he asked me why I drink so much? Why must I get drunk every time? When he asked me, I was drunk, so I'm thinking this shit makes perfect sense:

"Cus it takes a lot for me to feel it. & I figure if I'm not gonna feel it, then what's the point of drinking in the first place?"

& I mean, in a way, it still does kinda make sense, but at the same time, if it makes so much sense, why doesn't everybody drink just to get drunk? Like, people all over the world just have one glass of wine at dinner. I wouldn't even take a glass of wine at dinner. I'd think it was stupid. Wine and champagne both irritate the shit out of me, I only drink hard liquor, which is a bit of a digression, anyway...

I think this might be something I might have to work on. But at the same time, I feel like I'm entitled to it. I've NEVER drunk this much in such a close period of time. Like, last time I was drunk was June 20th, & this is like 2 weeks later that I'm drinking again, so I don't see how gives me a problem. Before June 20th, I hadn't been drunk since last summer.

I'm gonna end this blog now, cus it's rambly and irritating me, but I kinda wanna post the stats lmfao.

June 20th I had: A personal bottle of Jack Daniels, a personal bottle of grey goose in Cranberry juice, and like four shots of E&J, & A Bacardi & Lemonade before we left the house.

Last night I had: 4 shots of Vodka (in stupidly rapid succession), & then 2 shots of coconut rum, followed by a glass of coconut rum with Dr. Pepper (which is the single most delicious shit you've never tried). OH! And two wine coolers, but those shits don't even count anymore, cus they taste like koolaid.

Looking at it, it looks like a lot. More last time than this time though.