Honestly

This is the part where I push you away. Get stupid and mean and generally unattentive, until you can't recall what you saw in me, and don't know why you're still trying. I'm gonna make you leave. You actually don't have any say in the matter.

And even though I see this happening, and even though I want you in my life, I think I'd rather you leave then get hurt anymore. So goodbye in advance. It was fun.

Smokinggun.mp3 just reminded me how fucked up I am. Am I wrong for feeling like I deserve to be by myself? Whatever. I'm going to sleep now I think.

Hook
Jasmine sullivan:
You're the only one i love
Jadakiss: uh huh
The only man i know that i can trust
Jadakiss: yup
And if i ever should need u
I know you'd come
Jadakiss: yea
Ready to kill with a smoking gun
Echo: (with a smoking gun)

Verse 1
Jadakiss:
Yo shawty is courageous
Going through the stages
Of where her body is more mature
Than her age is
Far from the daddy's little girl type
Can't even imagine what her world's like
It all started off as a youngin
Stepfather used to touch her
And she couldn't say nothing
The more she held in the pain
It kept coming
Eventually it scarred her for life as a woman
And then he just kept touching her
Inside that was crushing her
I got something to discuss with her
I'm coming with the tech
With the ear holes and the mufflers.
(blaw)

Hook:
Jasmine sullivan:you're the only one i love
The only man i know that i can trust
And if i ever should need u
I know you'd come
Ready to kill with a smoking gun
Echo: (with a smoking gun)
Ahh ahh
With a smoking gun
Ahh ahh
With a smoking gun
Ahh ahh
I know you'd come
Ready to kill
With a smoking gun

Sounds faded:
Girl: through
A long road
Jadakiss: uh huh
Girl: i'll come
Jadakiss: yup
Jasmine sullivan:
I know u'll run
Ready to kill
With a smoking gun

Verse 2
Jadakiss:
Yo now she really stressed bad
Baby by her step dad
Her and lil man
All alone up in westhave
Tough road
And without a car
It's a tough walk
Worse part about it
Is her mom think its her fault
Word get around yall
Know how the town talk
Baby girl is innocent
Labeled ah the town whore
Suicidial thoughts on her mind
Even now more
First the abuse
Now she gotta raise her child poor
And that's why i feel for you
That's why i'm ready to kill for you
That's a black girl lost for ya
Call me
I'm come through and let it off for ya.

Hook:
Jasmine sullivan:
You're the only one i love
The only man i know that i can trust
And if i ever should need u
I know you'd come
Ready to kill with a smoking gun
Echo: (with a smoking gun)
Ahh ahh
With a smoking gun
Ahh ahh
With a smoking gun
Ahh ahh
I know you'd come
Ready to kill
With a smoking gun
Jadakiss:
Uh
Sounds faded:
Girl: through
Jadakiss: uh huh
A long road
Jadakiss: yea
Girl: i'll come
Jadakiss: yup
Jasmine sullivan:
I know u'll run
Jadakiss: yup
Ready to kill
Jadakiss: yup
With a smoking gun

Verse 3
Jadakiss:
It aint your fault boo
I'm always here for you to talk to
Hold your head high when you walk through
Sometimes the devil's temptation would force you
One thing about the lord
He'd never cross you
Look at all the bad things that they tried to do to you
And you're still queen of this earth and you're beautiful
Everything happens for a reason
If you ever need me
Call me
I'm coming through squeezing.
(blaw)

Hook:
Jasmine sullivan:
You're the only one i love
The only man i know that i can trust
And if i ever should need u
I know you'd come
Ready to kill with a smoking gun
Echo: (with a smoking gun)
Ahh ahh
With a smoking gun
Ahh ahh
With a smoking gun
Ahh ahh
I know you'd come
Ready to kill
With a smoking gun

Sounds faded:
Girl: through
A long road
I'll come
Jasmine sullivan:
I know u'll run
Ready to kill
With a smoking gun.

Smoking Gun feat. Jazmine Sullivan - Jadakiss

Till next time: positive energy, high hopes, love♥;