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H on est ly ,

The night is always darkest just before the dawn.

Inclination
25.2.09

I had this strange inclination to blog, even though I know I don't have anything to say. I'll ramble. I like rambling, &+ you can't even lie, y'all like it when I ramble. I mean yeah, I'd prefer to have a point, you know, that'd be cool, but, seeing as I don't, &+ I'm typing anyway, I guess we're all just gonna have to deal with it, aren't we?

Question: If there's two people I'm into, one of them being long distance and one of them not, and the long distance doesn't want to take things any further, but the local one does, is the long distance one allowed to get mad? I've been wondering about that.

I deleted seven hundred songs out of my iTunes last week. Seriously. you wanna know the sad part? I've still got 1300 songs on this bitch. I'm a mess. But I'm always open to new music. What's your favorite song right now? Tell me in comments =]

I'm in my closet at goddaddy && aunty isha's. I've taken to just staying here instead of going home, cus it be cold by the time I can go home, && its cold when I gotta get here in the morning, so why not just stay? I mean, I've got a bed in their closet. This closet is hella fuckin huge. I can't even explain it. Without all the clothes and shoes in it. Man, I can't even...like wow. One day, I'll take pictures, so you can understand. I like this closet though. I like it cus theres no windows. I like real darkness. Like, you can't see your hand when its three inches in front of your face type dark. That's the best kind. It makes things less real. Like, if you can't see yourself, are you really there? I go to sleep easier when it's dark, cus I can't tell if my eyes are open or not. I know, that didn't make sense, but it works for me, so whatever.

Uhm, I'm currently talking to people on yahoo, but I'm about to watch a movie and go to sleep. Aunty Isha's going to San Fransisco tomorrow, which means I won't get my Friday off, which is hella fucking gay. Moms gonna help me, she says. She's off work tomorrow && Friday. I just need somebody to run me down && pick up my last check. My bank accounts 35$ overdrawn && that is not the business. Plus I'm tryna buy some shoes. Yeah, my priorities are straight. Not that I asked for y'all opinion in the first place.

Erm....that's it. G'night
-A.


Ashley

just another little black girl with dreams. I play my music too loud, and I don't listen. I'm only at peace when I'm in pain: when my wrist is sore from writing my emotions out like blood on the band-aid of a page, or when my throat is raw from singing my thoughts like tears into the air. I'm conflicted, and unrepentant, and I like the way this blogging shit makes me feel. This is the one and only place I'll never lie, honestly.

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