I don't know if I'm going to be back to blogging regularly && shit, but there's a lot going on right now and I kind of wanted to inform you.

A) I graduated from high school finally. Like I'm actually and officially done. It makes me happy. I don't know. I half feel like a failure because I was supposed to graduate with class of 08, but then at the same time it doesn't because I skipped the seventh grade, so fuck ever.

B) I've decided to get my certificate to be a paralegal when I go back to school in April. My godfather's pissed about that. He wants me to live the dream. Do what I've got to do at PCC, then go to university, discover the world, and be broke while I'm doing that. I'm trying to explain to him that we have the exact same plan. I'm going to finish my GE and get my certificate from PCC, and then I'll go to university and live the dream, I'll just have a job that pays better. He thinks I'll get so caught up in working, I won't go back to school. It's a viable fear. He got mad at me when I told him that I'd made my decision and nothing he could do would change it. He thinks I'm going to end up like mom.

C) Speaking of my mom, she got a job! She started today. Twenty an hour, forty hrs a week. I'm happy for her. It's a good job. Her boss is a good dude. I hope this works out for her.

D) I'm pretty sure I let you guys know of the situation, but my mom had been watching goddaddy and aunty isha's baby (aka munchka) and in return they were paying our rent while mom was out of work (That way they could spend the money they'd budgeted on day care on the rent). Mom didn't start work till this week, so she's not going to be able to pay the feb rent by herself, but goddaddy can't afford to pay it because he's going to have to put munchka in daycare because moms at work? Solution? I cut my availability at my job, so now I only work weekends. Now I can watch munchka while moms at work so the rent can still be paid. Resulting problem? Now I'm broke, cus I'm not working. Uncool. But whatever, family first and all that other shit.

E) Since I read the Twilight series, I've been writing a lot. Little stories from the Twilight Universe. It's dorky, I know, but I'm completely caught up in it. I haven't written like this in a really long time, so I guess it's good. If you're addicted to all things twilight like I am (yeah Shani, I'm talking to you) hit me up && I'll let you read some of the stories maybe.

F) I'm back to crushing on niggas I shouldn't. Except for, in the past, I'd let my mind wander off without me, start imagining a nigga leaving his girl for little ol me. I'm passed all that. I wouldn't want a man that would leave a happy home for me, cus whats going to stop the next bitch from doing the same thing? It lessens their credibility, which makes me want them less, so then I can pull myself from the unrequited wanting stage. This is different from that, cus I know he won't leave anybody for me, he actually isn't with anybody right now, but it's still all wrong and I shouldn't want it like I do, so I'm going to stop. Remind me that I said that.

G) Ace da Vinci's productional prowess never ceases to amaze me. [go look] So seriously, it doesn't even make any sense. My favorite? Open Book, hands down. Even though he just told me it was old, and said "ew" a lot. Fuck that nigga. Didn't nobody ask him what he thought. :-J

H) I just deleted a cool 234 words. Jay Adams, when you read this, get in touch with me. I would just get at you, but I need your full attention, and only you know when I'll be able to get that. So yeah, I've got a bone to pick with you && shit... =/

-A.