You like it? I love it. Just hush and let Ella sing. Oh yea, Ella Fitzgerald is what you're hearing right now. I let the classics sing the classics. Brittany Spears and them can go to hell. Fuck the bullshit. Today I was struck with the overwhelming urge to not let Jay Adams be the only person with a ridiculously sexy ass Christmas blog. Especially since he's decided to be all anti this year (Nutmeg was my shit though, no lie) Anyways! For obvious reasons (check the profile section if the reasons aren't quite that obvious) a get just a little psycho come Christmas time. In the good way though. I just love it. And doesn't this layout make you want hot chocolate with marshmallows and one of those dorky little hats? I'm all for the dorky hats like you have no idea. I'll dress up for Christmas more readily than I'll dress up for Halloween. Its a gotdamn sickness I tell you. I love it to death.

So today I sat through the entire Twilight movie with my little ray of sunshine, Belinda. It was rushed, but cutesy. Robert Pattinson did a wonderful job of looking tortured, but not looking like much of anything else, which upset the hell out of me. Edward was a multifaceted individual. Robert Pattinson was just pale and confused looking. Nikki Reed looks terrible as a blonde, she played Rosalie, but you guys probably don't care. Emmett was good. Alice was perfect. Jasper, like Robert Patinson, just looked tortured. In the book Jasper cracked jokes. If they turn the second book into a movie though, you'll see why he's like that. Plus there's this huge back story on Alice that nobody talks about. But I guess. It was cute for what it was. I'll stick to the books in the future though.

Okay now, are we ready to take it down a notch? You know, nothing can be good without something being bad. My nana's in the hospital? Yea, you know, the coldhearted one that calls me a fat crackhead and then pops out of nowhere with 1500 worth of graduation money? Her. She fell. We don't know how long she was on the ground. By the time Royal (a cousin. Yes, thats really his name) got home, well, we don't know how long she'd been there. Royal called an ambulance, and they took her to the hospital, but nobody knows whats wrong. Sometimes she's fine. Other times she doesn't know where she is, what day it is, she doesn't know her name, or the names of her children. Its weird. Its really disconcerting and scary. Running family joke is that old bird will outlive us all. I mean yea, she complains of aches and pains every now and then (aka allthefuckingtime) but we always figured she had too much fun complaining to die. I know, that sounded awful but....its funny what you hang on to when you're scared, don't you think?

• Graduation: Jan 22, 2009
• Official Move: Still undecided. I don't have a place to live yet. Yipee.
• My three day vacation is officially over. Tomorrow its back to work. Four day straight. Friday, Saturday, Sunday, Monday.
• If my paychecks not fantabulous, I quit.

OH! I almost forgot! Wait, let me find it....[ click it! ]. No seriously, click it. Its so fun. I almost didn't finish this layout cus I was playing with that thing.

Have yourselves very happy holidays my dears
-A.

//Edit!// Last Night, God blessed me. Bruce broke up with me. It was fabulous. I was on the phone with my twin for about four and a half hours. A miracle, if you know me, and he called me three times while I was on the phone. The first two pretty much went like this.

Me: Hello?
Him: Hey
Me: I'm on the other line
Him: Oh okay, Bye.
Me: Bye.

But the third time, well now the third time was interesting. Twin had said something funny, so when I clicked over I was laughing. And the third time turned out something like this:

Me: (laughing) Hello?
Him: Does the nigga you're on the phone with know you have a man?
Me: (honestly confused) Excuse me?
Him: Can I ask you a quick question?
Me: .....sure....
Him: Are we exclusive?
Me: ....uhm.....
Him: You're taking too long to answer.
Me: So what does that mean?
Him: That we shouldn't be together anymore.
Me: (Laughing again) Okay.
Him: Okay bye.

I know I know. I'm terrible. I wanna do the victory dance now that its over though. (VICTORY!)