"No matter how I think we grow, you always seem to let me know it ain't workin'"

Today was eventful. Well, actually not so much. I don't know how to describe today, actually. One of the requirements of me being accepted into my night school program was that I sing in their little production they were putting on at the end of the term, & today was our last show. It went well, twas all good. To celebrate, a bunch of us were going to go see Saw V, (which I've seen already, but no biggie) since I've got got the hook up it was gonna be like five out of six of us free. Good deal, right? So I call in to make sure I can actually get that many people in with me,, and Lisa, one of the managers, informs me that actually, I've been placed on suspension, because I missed two shifts, and technically that's job abandonment.

I must've read the schedule wrong, cus she said I was supposed to work on this past Tuesday and I had no idea. I honestly probably just read it wrong. The other shift they're saying I missed though, was entirely their fault. I was still on the train back to Oregon during this shift. I wasn't even in the state, and yes, I told them I was going to be gone. Plus, when I was running late the for Tuesday shift, they should've called me. Nobody called me. If they'd have called me like, Ashley, aren't you coming in for your shift today? I woulda been like oh shit I'll be there in twenty minutes. No big deal. Whatever. I've gotta go fight that out with them tomorrow. I'm gonna be massively pissed if I lose my job.

So, since the movies was out, we decided we were gonna go to my friend Monica's & just chill. Once we figured out that we weren't going to the movies, Kassy & Angelica were like, oh, I've got to go home and uuhhh....change. But uhm....I'll call you. I'm like, whatever. Halfway to Monica's, we change our mind, && decided to go over to my godfathers. Bigger TV, plus the Wii && the XBOX360. Pool/Air Hockey table. Jenga. Arcade games, piano. We had a ball. We ate pizza and talked shit && it was cool or whatever. Kassy texts me like, I'm sorry I left you with that lame party. No response to that. None at all.

Blah. But that's pretty much all thats been up with me. What about you, whats been up with you?

"And when I try to walk away, you hurt yourself to make me stay. This is crazy"

-A.