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H on est ly ,

The night is always darkest just before the dawn.

The Fight of my Life
22.10.08

I totally intended on blogging, then got to this screen, you know what this screen looks like, &+ didn't have anything to say. Sucks right? I was thinking, I'll be at 100 posts on this blog soon. So I was gonna do a Jay Adams recap of my first 100 posts, so I was reading over them all, seeing which one I would choose. And now that I'm done with that, I've realized that I've never let not having anything to say stop me from blogging. Lol, some of my best blogs have started with "I don't really have anything to say" and ended with "Hella done pretending I have something to say". I'm just amazing that way.

I was on the phone with Bruce until 3 in the morning. We slept on the phone together. He hung up at around five thirty, but then we woke up at six. Or we were supposed to. But I actually got up at 7:30, but whatever. Hair appointment, school, a bunch of us went for ice cream after, I came back home, chilled for a minute, then hopped over to GD&A's for ANTM. They sent Joclyn home. Pretty sure I spelled her name wrong. Poor thing, though. They always send the girls home for the same reasons. There's always the one gorgeous girl that gets sent home because she has no personality, and the girl that gets sent home because she lets the competition get to her too much, and so on. The predictability is kind of upsetting. But anyway, the girls go abroad every season, and this season they're going to Amsterdam. I almost choked when Tyra said that. "High as a muhfucka, flyyy as a muhfucka" lol I don't know.

I'm going to do something I've never done before. I'm going to go back to an old blog layout. Which one? You remember the black and purple and blue and green with the eye? Yea. That was like the height of my blog excellence. I'm going back to that. Plus, I finally figured out how to put an older posts button in a div layout, so I'm going to try that out, & it'll be pretty perfect.

Anyway, full day tomorrow, plus I leave Friday, so I wanna finish packing some stuff and cleaning some stuff up for the final trip. Like I've said before, I don't know what my internet situation is going to be while I'm out there, so I'll probably blog early Friday morning, or something. I wanna talk to y'all again before I go. For now, I'm just going to try to make this layout as perfect as it was before, seeing as I don't save the codes after I change them. Yea, this is going to be fun.

I'm sick off my ass, by the way. Anyway, I hope you're having as wonderful of a life as I am.

-A.


Ashley

just another little black girl with dreams. I play my music too loud, and I don't listen. I'm only at peace when I'm in pain: when my wrist is sore from writing my emotions out like blood on the band-aid of a page, or when my throat is raw from singing my thoughts like tears into the air. I'm conflicted, and unrepentant, and I like the way this blogging shit makes me feel. This is the one and only place I'll never lie, honestly.

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