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H on est ly ,

The night is always darkest just before the dawn.

Shuffle
9.9.08

Its so weird, putting my iTunes on shuffle, and falling in love with music all over again. I should do this so much more often than I do.

I did a bad thing today. I completely did not feel like calling to make my hair appt, so I made Jill do it for me. Lol! We used to do shit like that all the time in LA. We'd have days where we'd just swap phones, && make all each others calls, && take all each others calls. Its bomb having a secretary, && its not so bad being one either. lol.

"Jill Ballestero's phone, may I ask who's calling?"

I miss that kid.

Everything.m4p
&& How can I stand here with you && not be moved by you?

I'm in love with this song on so many levels. I love the unintentional gospel aspect of it. Like, its not purposefully gospel, but listen to it. Man.

I'm just kind of rambling. I was gonna watch saw, but the opening scene damn near made me sick. If you're a man, be grateful that you're a man, and you have man parts. If you're a woman, you know what I mean.

Bruce called me a few minutes ago. It was weird. It was. I mean. Twas whatever. I'm not even opening this door for him anymore. We can be cool. I've known him too long and we know each other too well to just shut the door entirely, && honestly, nobody understands us, but us, so I'm not really trying to explain it, its just.....yea.

It Just Ain't Right.m4p
Damn its been somethin like three years since we came to an end, goodness I didn't realize its been that long...

Funny timing, that song has.

Tonight I was reminiscing on American Juniors. lol, did I tell yall I was on American Juniors? Twas fun. I didn't make it passed auditions, but that was a hella fun two days.

I think I'm done talking. This was kinda random. Blame it on......blood loss? lol I always say too much. But its like 11:30, && I still wanna clean up a little before I go to bed, && i've gotta be up in the morning for my hair thing. So, night people.

Tell me the truth, could we still be in love?
-A.


Ashley

just another little black girl with dreams. I play my music too loud, and I don't listen. I'm only at peace when I'm in pain: when my wrist is sore from writing my emotions out like blood on the band-aid of a page, or when my throat is raw from singing my thoughts like tears into the air. I'm conflicted, and unrepentant, and I like the way this blogging shit makes me feel. This is the one and only place I'll never lie, honestly.

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