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H on est ly ,

The night is always darkest just before the dawn.

How do you spell indecisive?
2.9.08

Indecisive? Mad i spelled it right on the first try. I spelled it undecisive for the freaking longest. Then my dyslexia kicked in && i was fuckin all the letters up. Undesicive? Undevicsive? The fuck? Yea. This is one of those moments I'm real glad firefox has spell check.

In other news, I was in love with this layout while I was creating it, then I looked at it...&& now i'm like..ehh. I might redo it. That'd be the third time in like....ever. I was looking at the pictures on Lizzy's blog. I think I might steal one && make it a banner. Yes, I would do that shit. AND make it bomb. What now?

I'm In Love With Another Man, my youtube video, has 2300 views. Or some number close to there. I know thats not a lot, but its more than I've ever gotten, so I'm kind of pleased with it. Like it kinda makes me want to do something to follow it up. I think I'll do God Bless The Child. That'd be so bomb. Okay, but uhm, back to the blog.

I have absolutely nothing to say. I'm blogging cus tomorrow I'm going to Alyssea's && I hella won't be back till next Monday night if I can get away with it so I feel like I need to leave yall with something.

Oh yea && Chase? He likes me. lol. I've decided that he does, even though I'm still not sure. I don't believe in men just being altruistically friendly though. That "oh maybe he's just nice" stuff? bullshit. Whatever though. Iono if I wanna corrupt him. He's all young && innocent. Let me stop talking.

I'm on a Billie Holiday kick. Man! I'm just thinking! Like if I was to describe myself, that would be the weirdest fucking combination! Alejandro Jodorowsky movies && Bille Holiday songs, Air Forces && Big Earrings. Lmfao thats me. All day. I think I'm gonna start typing long ass blogs like a black person. Can you imagine? Like:

H3y y@ll, w@ts b33n up w!t u?

LMFAO. Can't take it. Laughing so hard. Omfgsh. Let me take this trash out && go to sleep. Tomorrow's gonna be bomb. I can feel it.

Night
-A.


Ashley

just another little black girl with dreams. I play my music too loud, and I don't listen. I'm only at peace when I'm in pain: when my wrist is sore from writing my emotions out like blood on the band-aid of a page, or when my throat is raw from singing my thoughts like tears into the air. I'm conflicted, and unrepentant, and I like the way this blogging shit makes me feel. This is the one and only place I'll never lie, honestly.

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