I have a follower on my blog! It makes me feel so warm & toasty inside.

So today I bought my train ticket to LA. I'll be there from Oct 24 to Nov. 2. I'm gonna spend the week with all my old fam. My twin, one of my closest guy friends, Will, my crazy friend Britteny, who might be pregnant, my old crush Xavier. I'll probably see Brian && Jeremy while I'm out there. I can't wait. Its gonna be a bomb ass week. I miss them so much.

Big question? Will I or will I not see Bruce? Will I or will I not even tell him that I'm coming? Ehh. Its a toss up. I kinda want to see him. I don't like this animosity I feel building up between us. At the same time, I don't want any mixed signals coming between us either. I'd prefer the animosity to that. Or would I? I don't know. Honestly. This you see right now? This is confusion.

I find myself wanting to go back to church. I haven't been in a long time, but I find myself wanting to go back. I miss feeling like I was on the right track. Its something thats always been really important to me, and I'm starting to feel like my priorities are shifting in a way that I'd prefer them not to.

Segue way, my minds not even here right now. Like, I can't deal with the problems and issues of the now, because my minds already in California. I'm packing, in my head right now, thats what I'm doing. I honestly can't wait.

But I do want to go back to church, remind me that that's something of major importance to me.

Trained a new kid at work today. He was cute. lol. Thats bout all.

G'night loves.
-A.