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H on est ly ,

The night is always darkest just before the dawn.

Ain't Nothin Idle.....Everything Is Wild.
22.9.08

Today was a typical fall day in Oregon. Mostly cloudy, scattered showers, lots of rainbows, the way rain makes trees smell, sunlight reflecting on wet roads, a gorgeous breeze, and the awful feeling that time was passing by faster than you could use it.

I firmly believe that in the summer, you can experience every hour out of the twenty four in the day. You know what the sun looks like in the sky at 2:37 versus 12:15. But now its like, my mind is so consumed with that I need to do, with the checklist, that the time goes by too fast.

Woah. okay. So, all that I typed up there? That saved at 10:12 PM. its now 2:25 AM && I've gotta be up in a couple of hours for work. I had a lot to say, but I was watching this movie, and now, I really don't. I'm not big on conspiracy theories, I'm not. I believe in God, and I have faith that He'll work things out for my good. However, I also believe that God helps those who helps themselves, and I think He's ashamed of all the people who call on His name and ask for His help, meanwhile doing nothing to help themselves. I don't think God has any patience for ignorance. So, even though I believe in God, some of the things I heard and saw in this movie really scare me, and its something I pay very close attention to in the future.

Seriously, if you sit online all day, I want you to take the time out of your day to watch this movie.



























I don't agree with all of it, but its all really interesting and informative. I'm just saying. I know you're gonna be online doing absolutely nothing for the next two hours anyway. Just watch it. Most of it is listening anyway. So pause your Lil Wayne && TI, your Jay Adams && your Ace da Vinci, && just listen for a bit, alright? You'll be better for it. I promise.

-A.


Ashley

just another little black girl with dreams. I play my music too loud, and I don't listen. I'm only at peace when I'm in pain: when my wrist is sore from writing my emotions out like blood on the band-aid of a page, or when my throat is raw from singing my thoughts like tears into the air. I'm conflicted, and unrepentant, and I like the way this blogging shit makes me feel. This is the one and only place I'll never lie, honestly.

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