Youtubers honestly fucking sadden me. Not even sad enough to make me mad. Just depress the gotdamn shit out of me. They fuck with my self esteem yo, honestly. Like, I'll be feeling real good about myself && then come home && check my youtube && these niggas done tore my whole shit down. Its like gahh. I wanna scream but at the same time I don't. I mean, the purely emotional part of me is hurt && mad as shit. [how somebody that can't sing gone tell me what I'm doing? I'm seriously sitting here waiting on you to do it better....seriously.] But then at the same time I'm not. Because singing is not my passion, and people that sit around on youtube all day tearing other people down are not my audience. I want to write the songs. Not sing em. I only even post them damn youtube videos to get songs out of my head when they get stuck there. I should disable comments on them bitches. But I wouldn't do that either, wanna know why? Cus fuck that. Let em talk. The fact that you took twelve seconds out of your life to tell me I'm not shit verbally confirms that I'm the shit Honey. Officially. Point Blank Period [/t.i]

&+ I know I'm not hurt that bad deep down inside, for the simple fact that they've never made me question singing. Fuck that. I can sing. Thats not the question. Cus even the people that say I ain't shit qualify it beforehand with some shit like "your voice isn't terrible..." These muhfuckas DO make me think twice about posting shit though. Its so damn irritating! Like ugh! Man.

lol ANYWAYS! fuck youtube. I'm going to Seattle tomorrow. I half broke up with Edan the other night. Not that we were together. But you know what I mean. I wrote a piece && a half of a song today. Its bomb. I'll post it on written obsession later. I really wanna go to the Tropic Thunder midnight tonight, but I don't have a way to get back. [<3's D'Angelo for letting me borrow his car]. I'm really mad at that. Uhm....is that all? Think thats all. Did a lil shopping today. I'm so broke now. New pics on myspace. COMMENT EM BITCHES!!!

The End =]
-A.