I didn't realize I was even thinking about it that much until I went off on that small tangent in D'Angelo's box a little while ago. Oops? Sorry love lol. I've realized, however, that its not even so much that I like him as much as I like being liked. And I like the feeling of liking someone. If that makes any sense which I know it did. Blah. Not rushing. Sitting patiently. lol.


White People These Days.

So my friend DreShawn got in my box a couple hours ago on some bullshit.

Him: You know I love you right?
Me: No, actually I wasn't aware of that.
Him: Well I do.
Me: When did you come to that conclusion?
Him: A while ago, but I told you that to tell you something else.
Me: Which is?
Him: I'm deploying.

Okay. So he's going to war. Thats depressing as hell and I felt generally bad about it. UNTIL!

Him: Its a shame we could never make it work between me and you.
Me: What do you mean?
Him: I mean, I thought we really could've been a power couple and now I'm going off to war and you may never hear from me again and....
Me: And?
Him: I was just really hopin that you'd consider being my girl now. I mean. I ship out Monday, and I'd love to know that I had you here waiting for me. It might give me a reason to stay alive.



=\. Nigga. I firmly believe that the day I become your last hope for living is the day its time for you to go. Thats pathetic. And really? You thought guilting me into going with you was the way to go? Like.....really? Thats all you got? All that was followed by something loosely along the lines of "wellifimakeitoutalivei'mmovingtoOregon". Pshka. Don't get your hopes up too high. Not like I'm just gonna wait for however long. I have no patience. And I hate waiting.

Anything else? Yes. Batman. No. I won't tease you. Nevermind. Just....Gah. Go see it. Its magical. Goooo see it. Immediately. I'm talking midnight shows. I'm talking standing in long ass lines to get the best seats humanly possible. GOSEEIT. It kinda hurts that I have to keep it from my family that I saw it. The kids now. The kids being Elmo && AnnMarie. Mom knows cus she doesn't really care but Goddaddy && Aunty Isha....smh. It would break their little hearts.

I need new blog friends. I shall find them =]

I don't think I have anything else to say. So now I shall....shuttup....=D lol



-A.