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H on est ly ,

The night is always darkest just before the dawn.

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26.6.08

OCD. lol. I changed the blog again. If you can figure it out, which I'm pretty sure all of you smart cookies can, you'll notice thats its veryy pretty =].

[memorylane]First time I put a template up they had this section for your IM names && stuff ; && I ain't wanna put my yahoo down, cus you know, stalkers && whatnot. So in the lil section I put down mindyour.fxcking_business. Then I stared at it for about ten minutes, and then I was like Sam! You think mindyour.fxcking_business is too long to be a yahoo sn? && she was like nah. Thats rude is hell tho. && I was like I know right? && the next day, my yahoo sn was born. Lmao. Its completely stalker proof for the fact that a person looking at it would think it was a joke. lol. There's only been ONE person who saw the name and added it without me telling them first that it was real. <3threecheersforD'Angelo. lol rest of yall are lame.[/memorylane]

ITS MY DAY OFF!! Omgah. My last day off was Sunday. My next day off will be Sunday. && my next day off after that will be Thursday. Thats right children, I work every day except Sunday and Thursday. Whoo hoo for my check. Boo hoo for my fuckin feet, yo. That shit is painful.

I'm trying to figure out what Growl is and why my computer keeps trying to update it. I think its an Adium thing. But seeing as I'm not even forreal using Adium right now.....

Back to it being my day off. I'm reorganizing my room. Like thats the goal for today. Cus maybe if I clean everything out && whatnot, I'll find my phone charger. Where that bitch went? No clue. But my phone is dead and thats not the business so. Yea. Sorry much if you've been trying to get in touch with me. Anyway, when my godfather gets off work, we're going shopping. Mhm. He's taking me shopping as my graduation present. We went to the mall on Sunday, but we ended up not buying anything cus we ain't get there till an hour before the mall closed. So we're going again today. Yay.

When yall were little, do you remember going through a stage where every time you did something wrong you thought your parents hated you and they were going to get rid of you? I remember going through it. I'm pretty sure my little sister did too. My little brother's going through it now. Every time he does something bad, which is rare, he completely freaks out and starts screaming about how we hate him and goes to hide in his room. He doesn't cry anymore tho. My little brother's a G. But seriously, I'm wondering if thats a thing kids go through or if its just a thing kids in our family go through. Kids in our family go through some fucked up stuff in general so it wouldn't be rare.

Yesterday, I was told I was awesome for no reason. That should happen more. Not even just to me. Like no conceitedness. People should be told that they're awesome for no reason. *Goes around telling people they're awesome for no reason* Thats a damn good feeling. Problem is, some of yall are too suspicious. You gone walk around for the rest of the day looking over your shoulder if I tell you you're awesome for no reason. Damn shame. I'ma still do it tho. =D

Have I written enough? [NEVER!!!]. But yea, for now. I'ma shuttup. Wish me luck wif shopping && things.

Oh, speaking of luck. You're probably out of the interview by now, at least you should be, its like five, but I hope you didn't last night get in the way of focusing on today. As far as the interview goes, what you want isn't always what you need, and what you need is very rarely what you want, but I still believe it all happens for a reason. As far as everything else, you know you've got me when ever you just randomly need to vent. You got my house number now and everything. Don't stalk me :-S

=D
'qone.


Ashley

just another little black girl with dreams. I play my music too loud, and I don't listen. I'm only at peace when I'm in pain: when my wrist is sore from writing my emotions out like blood on the band-aid of a page, or when my throat is raw from singing my thoughts like tears into the air. I'm conflicted, and unrepentant, and I like the way this blogging shit makes me feel. This is the one and only place I'll never lie, honestly.

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