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H on est ly ,

The night is always darkest just before the dawn.

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12.6.08

Notice I've been blogging extra heavy lately. + Just sittin on yahoo like a lame. Thats that summer boredom for ya ass. Lmao. I'm mad cus if I see an individual that sits on myspace && shit as much as I have this last week, I automatically assume they suck at life. I'ma have to find me an off the computer hobby.

Rundown real quick:
Thursday:(today) Last rehearsal before the big concert. GAME 4 BAYBEEE
Friday: Drop that one book off at PCC, Pick up check, cash check, spend check, get hair done.
Saturday: Fucking 8 Am staff meeting then the concert.
Sunday: Family portraits with them losers, + maybe hiking up at the falls. I'll take pics if we do that.

&& now a surbeyy. =]

1. what's your nickname(s)? - Ash, poohbear, Boopersz, Shy, Sissy

2. what's your zodiac? Capricorn

3. have you ever been in love? - Blah. Once maybe? Twice possibly.

4. are you attached right now? - Nope.

5. do you love them? - Nope.

6. who is your best friend? - I have several. Jill, Bruce, Sam.

7. when did you lose your virginity? - For all intents && purposes, I haven't yet.

8. who is the fourth person on your myspace friends list? - Alyssea, big sister extraordinaire.

9. do you ever talk to them on the phone? - Text messages.

10. when did you meet this person? - Church. Like Nov. 06

11. have you ever met this person in real life? - Yuppersz. I needa go see her...

12. who do you talk to on myspace the most? - uhm....everybody pretty equally actually.

13. who makes you laugh the most? - Sam.

14. who gives the best advice? - Wouldn't know. Never asked for it.

15. where do you work? - Regal Cinemas.

16. do like your job - Adore it.

17. who spoils you the most your mom or dad? - Mom.

18. do you have any regrets? - Only one.

19. what does the last text in your phone say? - Myspace Alert. New profile comment from.....

20. who sent you that text? - Myspace =]

21. what's the last song you listened to? - Alone : Rock Stea'D

22. who is the last person you saw? - Mom && Munchkapie are with me now.

23. what's the last thing you said out loud? - && If you're not going to talk I'll go find someone that will cus I"m not gonna sit here in silence.

24. what turns you on the most? - Agressiveness && Arrogance.

25. what's the last text you sent say? - I'm gonna pick it up tomorrow when I cash my check.

26. who was the text to? - Ms. Gracie.

27. who is 27th in your phonebook? - Kesha.

28. what color are your pants right now? - Blue

29. what color is your shirt? - Red

30. what are your thoughts at this very moment? - I should write a song....

I ain't got you, and it tears me up inside, no I ain't got you, do you know the tears I've cried, but this time I'm through, though these feelings haven't died, I won't stand here any longer, and when I move on I'll be stronger for not having the cries in the middle of the night when I thought I couldn't take it anymore, and the lies that I told you all the time so you wouldn't walk on out that door, I'd trade it all for the ability to stand without holding someones hand, and to tell the honest truth when I say I'm done with not having you.

Thats so bomb lol.
'qone.


Ashley

just another little black girl with dreams. I play my music too loud, and I don't listen. I'm only at peace when I'm in pain: when my wrist is sore from writing my emotions out like blood on the band-aid of a page, or when my throat is raw from singing my thoughts like tears into the air. I'm conflicted, and unrepentant, and I like the way this blogging shit makes me feel. This is the one and only place I'll never lie, honestly.

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