I think I'm going to write my blogs in the form of letters from now on. I'm better at letters than I am at random rambling. I never manage to stay on my subject. So yea. This is more of a ..... skip this one. lol. Its for me.

Act all extra hard around your niggas, but treat me like a queen. If we're arguing, and I'm wrong, tell me that I'm wrong. If i decide to make a stupid decision, be by my side 100%. If want to cry, let me. If i don't want to talk, make me. If i tell you I hate you, know that I don't. If i tell you I love you, know that I do. I'm not asking you to read my mind, I'm asking you to follow the instructions I'm giving you. If I want to take the lead, let me. If i want to dance, dance with me. Let me take pictures of you. Whenever you leave, hang up the phone, log off the computer, say goodbye. Understand that it'll really hurt my feelings if you don't. Remember what I say. I mean, not everything I say, just the important stuff. Feed me. Oh gawsh, feed me. Cook for me if you can. Jesus. I'll clean up afterwards. I promise. Oh! Understand that I really just don't like cleaning, but I promise you I'll get to it. Really. Lets cuddle. And watch a movie I've seen 50 billion times. I already know all the words. And if I quote em all, its an accident bae, cus I know you hate it when I talk through the movie. Let me drive too fast, and play my music too loud. Let me laugh at things aren't funny. Tell me things that aren't funny for me to laugh at. Lets make love before church. Lazy Sundays are the best, and if its good Jesus won't mind. Lets do it again after church, just cus I'll miss you already, even though you've been with me all day. I wanna watch you work, put your glasses on, I wanna see the wheels turn in your head. Its sexy to me. I want to work out with you. I want to see the power your body has. I want to watch you do what you love to do the most. I want to see it light up your eyes and brighten your smile, and when you look at me, I want to know that the lights equal, if not greater. We've got to go on dates, no matter how long we've been together. I want to show you off. I want all the waitresses and random females on the street to be mad when they see me with you. And vice versa. I want you to want to show me off as well. You don't even have to say you want to, I just want to know you want to. Let me buy you things, I know I spend too much money, but I was out, and it reminded me of you, so I wanted to buy it. Let me buy things for you. Buy things for me. Be out, and thinking of me, and spend to much money, because you wanted to. Leave me voicemails in the middle of the day. Who doesn't love voicemails in the middle of the day? Have a nickname for me, something silly that doesn't make any sense and makes me giggle every time I hear it. If you love me, tell me. If you like me, tell me. If you're falling out of love with me, tell me. If you've never loved me, tell me. Never lie. Allow me to be your better half. Understand that I know you're good all by yourself, and that its more that I need you to make me better than the other way around. I don't want to be a good look, I want to be a great fit. Wow, this is longer than I thought it would be. You know how I tend to ramble. I'm gonna go now but, could you do me one last favor? I know I ask alot. But could you be more than imaginary, for a day or two? That'd be great thanks. If you can't, I understand. I'll wait. I'm patient that way you know. I'll just wait.

Till Then,
Ashley.

'qone.