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H on est ly ,

The night is always darkest just before the dawn.

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10.6.08

This nigga is seriously upsetting me. Almost to the point that I can't enjoy my laker win. Fuck outta here nigga. You came at me at a bad time and now you wanna be mad cus you got cussed out? Nigga i said sorry. Twice. But yo feelins hurt? Nigga I was havin a hard time. Yo feelins ain't allowed to be hurt. People have bad days. Get that bullshit outta here. Cus i bet money if we put my issue up against your issue you'd be lookin like you lived ya whole life in a mansion compared to my shit. && thats not some shit I say normally. Cus i understand that everybody's struggle is their own && whats really bad for me could be a walk in the park to somebody else and vice versa but gawsh. Today, a little while after I cried my eyes out for the last time, I started talking, to myself like an idiot but I started talking, and I was just talking about my life. From the beginning to right now and I realized that, spoiled as you wanna call it, I've been through some shit that other people wouldn't be able to think about, none the less get through. And even though I have my bad days, bad weeks, shit bad months, I still smile 87% of the time. I can still laugh. I can still crack jokes. I can still function in the world. Its a lotta people facing what I'm facing that can't say that. So thats something right? Even if I'm not all the back to being a full functioning human being, I'm getting there, I'm trying. && thats something.

There's a sound that strongly resembles human breathing going on in my house, but nobody's here but me...&& it ain't me....:-S

I said happy insightful for the next one huh? Lemme think of something happy insightful. THE LAKERS WON!! whoo hooo. Nope, I never lost faith. Ever. Lmao Earnest a pussy for the fact he stopped answering his phone after the Celtics lost. that was comedy. I swear he needa call up Bernadine from Waiting to Exhale. how to not let your bitch ass name turn you into a bitch ass individual 101 he needs to take a summer school class in that shit cus he failed it the first time. Yes I do still understand the Lakers are trailing in the series. But understand that I never stated that the Lakers would win the series. Lmao thats my home team && i love em to death, but they up against some crazy competition this season. Celtics bench is insane. The niggas they never play could take the Lakers easy if Kobe wasn't playin, thats no disrespect, its just really really real. So like I said, I don't claim that the Lakers will win the Ship. I hope they do, but I understand the reality of the situation. What I said, is that the Lakers were going to win tonight. And was I right? yes. So lets move on. =D. OH! but before we move on, in a completely traitorous move from me, I've gotta say: Fuck Doc Rivers for keepin Rondo on the bench for basically the entire second half. Yea House is a shooter but Rondo's a player. There's a difference nigga. Gettin it right wins championships. Ask Phil Jackson. Shit....

lol I'm such a nerd.

Yall wanna recap on my day? Nope. Good. Lol I'm feelin some Ashanti right now....but maybe with a twist? yea. =]

I LOVE HOW THESE NIGGAS NEVER GOT THE SONGS I WANT!!! blah then uhm.....how bout.....




'qone.


Ashley

just another little black girl with dreams. I play my music too loud, and I don't listen. I'm only at peace when I'm in pain: when my wrist is sore from writing my emotions out like blood on the band-aid of a page, or when my throat is raw from singing my thoughts like tears into the air. I'm conflicted, and unrepentant, and I like the way this blogging shit makes me feel. This is the one and only place I'll never lie, honestly.

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