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H on est ly ,

The night is always darkest just before the dawn.

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8.6.08

Ehh so.
Today i woke up && went to work for nine hours && then came home when I really I want to I was feeling hella hyper && i wanted to like get out && go somewhere but ppl in my city are lame then a muhfucka so I just went to the gym to work off the energy && now i'm back.

I was talking to a few people for a little while but now everybody's just about fallen asleeep && i think I'ma follow suit in a while. Watch a movie ; pass out. Life's beautiful in the summertime.

I'd forgotten how much I missed intelligent conversation. How much I'd missed using words that meant something. How much I'd missed having my brain challenged. How much I missed feeling stupid because I didn't know what someone was talking about. How much I missed debating. How much I missed losing. How much I missed winning, but knowing it was an actual competition. How much I missed being steadily poured into by someone who actually had something to offer. Thanks for reminding me.

I don't have much to say. I hella think I'm gonna get a second job. I need the money && things. ehh ; w/e. I love my job so much. I think we've discussed this. I'm rambling. Talking in circles. Making myself dizzy. Talk to yall when the sun's up.

'qone.


Ashley

just another little black girl with dreams. I play my music too loud, and I don't listen. I'm only at peace when I'm in pain: when my wrist is sore from writing my emotions out like blood on the band-aid of a page, or when my throat is raw from singing my thoughts like tears into the air. I'm conflicted, and unrepentant, and I like the way this blogging shit makes me feel. This is the one and only place I'll never lie, honestly.

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