Today I almost forreal pulled a Zula && like deleted my whole shit. Or at least set it to private or whatever. Don't really make sense to have a blog if I'm only using it to keep up pretenses. I never really blog about anything important. I don't trust yall enough. Ain't that a shame? Summa yall I talk to every day and I still don't trust yall enough to say what I"m actually thinkin. So instead I put up some little haha hehe random funny shit. Or maybe tell a story. Or maybe type out a lil lesson for yall to take with you on ya daily grind. && honestly I don't consider it a waste because the simple process of typing until a page is full makes me feel better. Its just kinda sad. So i'm thinking I might actually really get rid of this. Or make another thats just for me. I don't know. Consider the status of this blog....pending.

Another thing thats pending is the status of hip-hop-hurray. I'm far too lazy for it actually. And if it had a purpose its not fulfilling it. Its not putting anybody up on game, schooling em on new music or any shit like that. Its just sitting there, boosting a lotta egos. Thats not what it was meant for. I mean I know I'm a good ego booster but I could do that on yahoo, I don't need an entirely new blog for it. Yea the status of that is definitely pending. Unless maybe I get a partner that might be bomb. Like a co blogger or some shit. *thinks about it*

Speaking of yahoo I was boutta get in Jay's box on some extra random shit && i got this weird deja vu feeling. Like i'd done the shit before. It happens to me a lot. I know why and all. But thats another thing I don't feel comfortable addressing with yall. Untrustworthy pieces of shit. Nah, actually its not even that you're not trustworthy. Its just that I don't trust you. lmao yes that did make sense. But as far as the deja vu thing goes, I'll say this. I'm not crazy, I'm blessed. You don't have to understand everything, you just have to accept some things as they are.

My myspace page is so sewper sexy right now. Like i'm really loving it. Like i'ma go stare at it some more cus its sexy. [/randomness]

Uhm...yea. I should prolly charge my phone *looks at it* dont feel like it forreal tho. Only person I wanna talk to is Sam, the rest of yall can very seriously fall off a cliff.

If i died how many of yall would buy a ticket and come to the funeral?
Thats the number of yall that I truly trust.
Everybody that would send a card and some flowers and call my mom up crying && shit
thats all good and well
and I appreciate it
=]

'qone.