I'm happy. Like really and truly. Tomorrow shit might suck, ya know, two weeks from now, the whole shit could come to an end. But right now? At 11:55pm PST on thursday June 6, 2008? Even tho half the keys on my damn keyboard don't wanna work and my mom's not home yet. Even tho my throat feels like somebody set that shit on fire and then took an ax to it while singing merrily we roll along in the highest most off key voice they could come up with. Even tho every time I see this nigga I really wish we could try again knowing damn well that shit does not need to happen. Lol, even tho I'm rambling. Right now, I'm really happy. Like the first time a baby laughs type happy. Like doyoubelieveinmagic.mp3 type happy. Nah, yall not feelin me. But its cool tho.
Cus half my happiness is springing from the fact that I finally figured out I can't make you happy. Its up to you to make you happy. So the next time you wanna be on that sad shit, take it elsewhere. I understand that misery loves company, but I will not be your company. B-B-B-Bounce that shit on down the block. lmao don't ask me why I said that. Tryna figure that shit out myself.
WHy every nigga I've ever seriously had a crush on (with the exception of Arvon) name start with a B? interesting. Well whatever.
'qone.
