[ the person I'm writing this to does not even read this blog that I know of, but I'ma write it anyway ]
Hey you ;
I know we don't know each other that well, && that I'm probably being really intrusive. I've got a bad habit, when I see someone hurting I've gotta help em. Or at least try. I know you probably don't want my help. Take no offense, but I'm not necessarily sure I want to help you. This superhero thing of mine? Terrible quality. I wish I could shut it off, but since I can't....I was just wondering: do you ever vent to anyone really? Do you ever trust anyone enough to actually let yourself go? Like I said, I don't know you that well, but I'd bet that you don't. I'd bet that you try to be strong for them, I'd bet you wouldn't want them to see you as anything less than strong all the time. I'd bet you might even be a little afraid, maybe, that if they saw a weaker side, they wouldn't respect you like they do. I know their respect means a lot to you. So maybe, in this instance, its better that I don't know you too well, and vice versa. If you ever need someone to vent to, you can come to me. Seeing as you're not reading this ; you probably won't, but you can. I'm good at listening and stuff. I'm good at advice too. Usually anyway. Ask around. I'm pretty damn inspirational nine times out of ten. I don't have much else to say. Just wanted to let you know. The door's pretty much always open. Knock if you're willing. Till then keep your head up. Even at your lowest your higher than the average. Know that, and appreciate yourself for what you are every moment, because you might not be the next. Make sense?
Truly,
Ashley.
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