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H on est ly ,

The night is always darkest just before the dawn.

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3.6.08

Today was.....blah then a muhfucka lmao. Woke up ; giggled with my friend Jenny about this foolish female Tyra in our drama class. Chilled. Ate. Talked to hella people on yahoo. The baby boo Dre [ this nigga really wants me to date him...like woah] ; Sam && Danny obviously. Raf && Darian. && This nigga D'Angelo. Who i don't talk to anywhere near enough. I love how he gave me his number && then logged off before I could remember to tell him I don't call people. Lmao. When he surfaces next week I'll be sure to inform him. Thats my new buddy tho. Easy conversation. Chill type. Most definitely. Yay ; I made me a friend. *smiles*

Went to the mall today=]. Ask me what I bought? I'll tell you. NOT A GOTDAMN THING. My check ; that it took me eternity to cash ; was only 190 dollars. So i gave 40 back to mom for the ID + gas. thats 150. Spent 30 on a new camera thingy cus I broke my old one. thats 120. Spent 20 dollars on Chocolate+Anewwallet+apairofgoldearringsthatwerereallycute. thats 100. If you wonder why I never have any money ; its because I hella can't count. Somehow, everytime I did that count ; i ended up with twenty dollars more than I actually have. Gawsh ; i'm not the sharpest tool in the shed today *shakes my head*

I have my drama final tomorrow. My english final was today but haha, I didn't go to school today now did I? I'm totally up for a retake on Thursday. I won't fail. [I can't fail actually]. But anyway, because its an acting final I have to be in like a costume you know so I have to have like...clothes picked out. Which is so not the business but whatever. So i'm staring at my closet right now trying to figure out what the hell one would wear if she were acting out a character in an Anton Checkov play written in 1904 and set in the Russian countryside. Nigga df? I'm from Los Angeles. I'm just now adjusting to dressing for Oregon weather. Now we're going to Russia? Put your passport away for a second, shit.

Speaking of clothes && stuff. OMG I almost cried at the mall today. I wanted these Volcom hoodies so bad. && the summer Forces are out!! lawdd. + there were these Red+Blue+Black Oncores that were so incredibly sexy! Gawsh my next check will go to Nikes exclusively lmao. Nah ; yall not feelin me. But you will be.

I think I'm done now. Boutta go see about dressing like a Russian && crash. lol. Love yall. Hope you're havin a happy life. Mine's pretty damn good right now. Despite it all. Pretty damn good...


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'qone.


Ashley

just another little black girl with dreams. I play my music too loud, and I don't listen. I'm only at peace when I'm in pain: when my wrist is sore from writing my emotions out like blood on the band-aid of a page, or when my throat is raw from singing my thoughts like tears into the air. I'm conflicted, and unrepentant, and I like the way this blogging shit makes me feel. This is the one and only place I'll never lie, honestly.

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