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H on est ly ,

The night is always darkest just before the dawn.

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26.5.08

Understand that this is like, four days of blogging crammed into one night of blogging. This is gonna be intersting. Stick with me. Or bounce. I'm actually cool either way. Fancy that.

Me and you so crucial baby
&& that champagne so fuscia baby
I do things that you ain't used to baby
I'll take you back home to St. Lucia baby
When raindrops hit the tan roof its crazy
Thats a metaphor, did I lose you baby?
When you are wet, and covered in sweat
I'll wipe ya ass down like Boosie baby
&& love I don't mind feedback
Tell me to give it to you if you need that
Touch right there, whatever the speeds at
&& if its over fast then I promise you a relapse
Forget what you're guessin I'm on
&& who was in your past I'm refreshing and grown
So charge that cell that I message you on
&& if you let us girl then I'ma bring the dressing along.
You hear that professional tone?
Half of thats ice && the rest is patron
Show up on time for the class I'm teaching
cus guaranteed I'ma bring a lesson along
&& you just gotta bring them breatsts along
Instead of holding out wondering what it coulda been
I confess this address to you and I'm the post man looking for a slot I could put it in
With no New York number, moms still upstairs, I'm two floors under
But my rooms soundproof
&& you're so tempted to satisfy your urge so you don't wonder"
I know I told you before
I'll grab that for you like holdin the door
Cus mine's is Polo
&& your's is Vickie
&& they both spread all over the floor.


-Drake (teachyoualesson.mp3]

That songs been on my head with a passion since I first heard it forreal. Its been on my head so much this past couple of weeks that I seriously know it by heart off the top of the head so well that I typed it just now with another song going. Do you know how hard it is? Whatver. It reminds me of a certain someone. lol

[text message received]
Oh fuck her u basically said you gotta homewreck in oregon so yea
[/text]

the sexy midget speaks truth :>. lol. I will be putting my morals aside for at least two weeks && just doing what I want. Fuck what I should. Fuck right && wrong. Lets just suspend that reality for a minute. I've spent a big chunk of my existance worried about what works best for other people and at this point? I could give a fuck. Cus realistically worst case scenario is that it ends badly for him. Which is his fault for comin at me in the first place. But fact of the matter is, I'm single as a muhfucka. I answer to nobody. So uhm....there's nothing preventing me from fucking whoever I want? OHNO?!

[text message received]
Pregnancy and aids can be avoided with condoms:-D but the other shit you outta luck lmao
[/text]

Sexy midget speaks truth pt 2. byebyevirginity? I'll keep you posted.
thee fuck I won't. Mindyabusiness. Yall nosy as hell. shit

-skips off to another subject.

This summer, this oh so wonderful summer of '08 will be a special one for me. Instead of being the normal, steady, wifey type that I usually am, this summer, I'ma be a nigga. Lmao. Its not my style really but I figure I should try it once before I die && shit. This summer there are no crushes. Fuck that, thats girly then a muhfucka. No, no, no, my loves. This summer, there are only prospects. Prospect #1 [click it] tiny ass cell phone picture. That kidd there is sexy as hell to me. I'll keep you posted on that too lmao.

-skips off to subjecto numero tres

The more I think about it, the more I'm thinking I'm actually not moving for my 18. I've pretty much told everybody that matters, so the blog was naturally the next wave of ppl to know. So yea. PDX is pretty much gonna be my official home until I get outta college, which is....2012? lmao, yall know the mayan calendar stops in 2011. We might all be dead in 2012. (Mom: Or maybe the ancient Mayans, way back in whatevertheheck date that was BC, thought 2011 was a far enough ways away && they could just stop?) lmao I'm feelin you Moms, but you know the scientists freak out, && then the people freak out, && then us poor humans with common sense have to deal with the madness.

-skips off to gloss over the subjects that haven't been addressed yet so I can move the fuck on with my life.

So i'm fairly certain my job gave my wallet, that I left there, to a person that wasn't me. I lost 35 bucks, my permit, my bus pass, my credit card. I get paid next week but I cant' cash my check without my ID which I can't replace without my check. Conundrum much? I did break my nail at work, so I subsequently took em all off, I did sprain my ankle at work. You know what? Lets just wrap all that shit I did at work up, and turn it into, I am very seriously considering quitting my job. I am going back to Alyssea's next weekend. I will bring my computer this time. She still doesn't have internet so it still doesn't matter. I still have school tomorrow. I still have a shitload of homework to do before that time. It's still 12:30.

I missed yall with a passion, like really. Except for Sam, who was pretty much there with me every step of the way. Next time I go away yall needa keep in better touch or some shit. =[ its like you didn't even miss me.

Now I gotta go write several random papers && shit. Yuck. I'ma do it though. Then I might even clean my house.......sike.

Be Easy my loves
Love's a shoulder to lean on, love is you
'qone.


edit*
Fuck the hmwrk. I'll do it tomorrow. In class probably. Cus I'm black that way. Night ppl


Ashley

just another little black girl with dreams. I play my music too loud, and I don't listen. I'm only at peace when I'm in pain: when my wrist is sore from writing my emotions out like blood on the band-aid of a page, or when my throat is raw from singing my thoughts like tears into the air. I'm conflicted, and unrepentant, and I like the way this blogging shit makes me feel. This is the one and only place I'll never lie, honestly.

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