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H on est ly ,

The night is always darkest just before the dawn.

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10.5.08

" Spaceships dont come equipped with rearview mirrors
They dip as quick as they can"

Stuck in my head. But anyway. Today i woke up at quarter to 8 because I promised Jon I'd make him breakfast. I made eggs, sausage, waffles, && grits. Then I fixed plates && set him & mom down to eat before I went to get ready for work.

Tell my why Jonathan didn't eat anything? It can't be cause it was bad cus mom killed hers. Like murdered it, like it looked like the plate had just been through the wash. So uhm....

Anyway, he put the whole thing in the fridge. Mom cussed him out for wakin me up && tellin me to cook if he wasn't hungry but whatever. [strike one]

So i was at work, which was boring as hell because they brought all these extra ppl in to work since speed racer came out yesterday && it was supposed to be like thee shit. However it wasn't, && nobody came to see it, && we weren't busy. But whatever anyway, I'm cleaning the stand up cus it wasn't shit else to do right? && i cut my finger. At first I just thought it was like a paper cut type situation so I wasn't paying it much mind. But it wouldn't stop bleeding. So eventually I run up to the front to ask them for a bandaid. I passed a manager on the way to the front but since he was going to opposite direction of the bandaids I wasn't really trippin. So i get to the managers office && knock on the door just to find theres no managers in there. =| great. So i go back to where I was && there's Chris (the manager I passed in the first place) && i was like hey I cut my finger can I get a bandaid? && he's like how long have you been here? [do me a favor && tell me what that has to do with anything but ok]. So I'm like, since 12. (its 5:45 mind you). && he's like oh ok. && I'm like about that bandaid tho...&& he's like wait what time did you get here. && i'm like 12. && he's like okay well you can go ahead && clock off. =| aight B but can a bitch get a bandaid?! [strike 2]

So i'm on the bus on my way home from work, && i log into yahoo from my phone. I see there's a person on that I hadn't spoken to in a moment & wanted to converse with but I didn't wanna do it while I was mobile cus that shit takes forever && fucks majorly with the flow of conversation. So I'm like okay, if this nigga is still on when I get home we'll speak. So he was on when I got off the bus. I walked in the door, discovered my mom was there (she was supposed to be at a bake sale in the north side of town) talked to her for a second, logged into yahoo, he's gone. Ain't that bout a.....? Kthenhomie. I got you [strike 3]

Anyway, then mom && Jon run back out to the north side to deliver an order for my mom. (who occasionally sells cosmetics to our nail lady to get her nails done. not for moneyy I'm the only person in our house that works for money) but anyway. while they were gone, I went to go make some soup && it felt hella cold. I look up && see the patio door is open. =| okay its spider season bitches. close the damn door. But whatever. I go close the patio door and OF COURSE lo && behold on the wall by the tv is a BIG ASS SPIDER crawling up the damn wall. So then I have to kill it all because THESE NIGGAS ain't wanna close the patio door. [strike 4]

then BRUCE called me. I'm not sure if thats a strike or not. He didn't say anything assholish so thats wassup.

[random]waddown joe?[/random]

I think thats it for the strikes actually. I'ma clear all this shit off my bed and take a good old fashioned sleep. Cus I don't have to do N.E.THING. tomorrow && that, my children, makes life beautiful again.

"Life is cold. Cold is pain. Pain is growth. And every single road sees pain. And the rain's gone come, it ain't nothin new. But in the end the sun's shining through."
'qone.


Ashley

just another little black girl with dreams. I play my music too loud, and I don't listen. I'm only at peace when I'm in pain: when my wrist is sore from writing my emotions out like blood on the band-aid of a page, or when my throat is raw from singing my thoughts like tears into the air. I'm conflicted, and unrepentant, and I like the way this blogging shit makes me feel. This is the one and only place I'll never lie, honestly.

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