Bleh lemme just vent for a minute. It has nothing to do with yall so I'd actually like you to not read it. Thx.

See the problem with this whole "okay lets just leave it at friendship" thing, is that you don't kno how to just be my friend. You're either lovey dovey or an asshole cus you got rejected, tryna show out in front of your friends so that you can feel like you're on top of the world. When we're being "just friends" you say shit like "sometimes your just hella fucking stupid" when I ask innocent questions like "its Tuesday right?" Or you'll say shit like "you're an asshole" when I tell you I don't feel like talking right now. Or shit like "you're that one person in my life that I want even know there's nothing about you worth wanting." ME NIGGA?! ME!!!????. fuck outta here! fuck YOU. n fuck alllllllla that shit you talkin. Fuck it up the ass with a rusty pipe and no vaseline. FUCK IT. When you were claiming you were depressed cus i left you, sittin on ya moms couch eatin cereal at 4 in the afternoon with no job, no money, no education, no nothin, who was on the phone with you tryna motivate you to get a damn job? ME. who tried to convince you to go back to school? ME. && now just cus I don't want to be with you that way I have nothing worth wanting? I think you've got that confused. Because YOU'RE the one doing the wanting. So I should be saying there's nothing about YOU to want, seeing as I don't want you. BUT I WOULD NEVER SAY SOME SHIT LIKE THAT TO YOU. no matter how mad you've made me in the past I've never said anything even generally along the lines of Bruce, there's nothing about you worth wanting. EVER. How dare you put your hurt feelings on me? I've been nothing if not there for you.



&& if you, of all people, could actually let some shit like that come out of your mouth; you who's seen the majority of my changes and growths, could say there's nothing about me to want, nothing? Damn. How can I expect anyone else to see that there's anything good in me if you can't?

*sigh*
'qone.