ugh. *sigh* I'ma just rock on my self conscious && insecure tip for a minute. We all have those moments. Those hours. Those days. Those weeks when even tho we kno we're up to the challenge of life we just don't feel like we have what it takes to make it through. You know what I mean? You don't what I mean. You don't even know what I'm saying. You don't highlight. But its all good. I'ma just talk for a lil while, is that all right with yall? My imaginary audience; witness to the tears I cry in silence? Ehh, off the emo shit. But forreal tho. I'm gettin kinda sick of this shit. Like I know this is how the world works, && the grass is always greener, && blah dee blah dee fuckin blah but come on now. Summa this shit is just forreal unfair. How you always get the best ones? The best ones? Darian? Nah, ion even like darian like that, lets just get that straight, but thats a good nigga. A damn good nigga. && you just....i mean....like man. You just needed your space? Jay? Yea i know yall just friends. && i also know he has a girl, but come the fuck on now. D'Angelo? Mann you don't even know ; you CAN'T even know how I sit up on my iPod listenin to in my world wishin for half a second that a nigga with a mind like that, with a heart like that, would speak to me. and YOU talkin bout he on your nerves. He's suffocating you. About how you need your gotdamn

space?

&& it ain't even like I don't know why shit like this happens. Problem is I'm thinkin about it. && your not. You're just living your life & taking it all as it comes && i'm planning, every second, wishing, hoping, picking it all out like its a damn catelogue cus I'ma have it all one day. o0o I swear to fucking god I'ma have it all. Shit...

I'm hella done now. Forreal being in this state of mind wears on my nerves with a quicknss.

Duecersz
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