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H on est ly ,

The night is always darkest just before the dawn.

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12.4.08

Currently: Chilling at Godfathers

We're on hold with AT&T tryna get the net turned on my phone. Yup yup. Once we get this shit fixed you'll pretty much never not be able to get in touch with me. And can we say blogging from my mobile device? [blawginggg from my mobileee deeeviceeeee]. Yall gone be sick of me lmao. But it be some stuff that happen in the middle of the damn day that you can't never remember by the time you get home to blog it. Does that happen to anybody but me? Or am I just old? Its very possible.

I've redone my myspace about 18 times in the past two days. && its still ugly. I'ma have to work on it some more. I need to take new pictures but I refuse to take any until I get my hair && nails done. Which i won't be able to do until.....next check. Not even the first check. The second one. && i refuse to be lookin all raggedy. Not shallow, common sense thx. But yea. There's that. I was supposed to text Earnest. Got a feelin he's mad at me cus I told him he wasn't my best friend anymore. He's not. Shit. I don't never talk to that nigga. Invisible bestfriendship? I have no time for things of that nature. I mean he's still my buddy or whatever, but I don't think he still deserves that best friend title. Nope nope, I don't think so.

I'm not going to church tomorrow. I don't like that church we go to now. Them people is assholes. I know thats a bad thing to say about church people but i'm so serious. They're not nice. Lemme tell you what happened. Cus our old church had been having some financial trouble [because mom had been financing most of it and then....yea...you know] so we had to move into another church, so now we go to church with these other people and they forever talkin shit cus supposedly our church "failed". Bullshit nigga. The purpose of a church has nothing to do with money. The purpose of a church is to bring new people to God and to fortify the members you already have, and we did that. So fuck them. We didn't fail. We just transitioned. But anyways I can't go to that church no more. I mean cus the atmosphere is so heavy that I can't even get into it. && I'm not gone go waste all them hours of my time if I'm not gone feel any better afterwards. I coulda been sleep or somethin. So yea. None of that.

Writing just to write? Yup. We're still on hold. "Due to our unusually high call volume..." Yea yea yea. So basically we're gonna be on hold forever. Got it. Except for if I don't get this net turned on then I'ma need them to turn this shit off cus i'm payin 25 dollars a month for this shit so uhm......it needs to be there. Especially since they're charging me two months in advance. FOH.

I'm done.
Duecersz
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Ashley

just another little black girl with dreams. I play my music too loud, and I don't listen. I'm only at peace when I'm in pain: when my wrist is sore from writing my emotions out like blood on the band-aid of a page, or when my throat is raw from singing my thoughts like tears into the air. I'm conflicted, and unrepentant, and I like the way this blogging shit makes me feel. This is the one and only place I'll never lie, honestly.

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