Honestly

"Like the Grinch that stole Hip Hop...
Finally growin a heart
You got a grownup heart now
Tryna go back to Whoville
&& give all the lil hip hop whos
They publishin back"

So I'm watchin Brown Sugar right...? && i forgot how fuckin funny this movie was. Mos Def && Queen Latifah play too damn much. Don't even ask me why I'm blogging right now cus I don't know. I'm sick of talkin bout the same ol shit, ya know? Like errtime I blog its somethin wrong ; or i'm hyper so i'm pretendin like its nothin wrong. I don't even remember the last time I blogged in genuine happiness. I don't even know if I ever have. Cus when I got a blogger shit was fucked up. The first blogger yall ain't even know about..&& that was way back in Feb 07 ; when the shit with me && Whitney originally happened ; right after me && the first Brandon broke up. My first blog was posted on Valentines, talkin bout how its really okay not to have one. As yall might remember from my Vday post this year, ion really give a fuck bout Valentines. Never have. But I mean its like....I don't know. Yall tell me. Cus it seems like when I'm lookin for love I end up wit a bunch of assholes that think they runnin somethin but really ain't bout shit ; but when I'm not lookin , when i'm just doin me ; everybody's too intimidated to speak. Am I intimidating? I hella don't think I am. But I've been told....well whatever. I'ma just go back to my movie. Escape for a little while longer. I really hope this is the last time I have to blog about this cus I feel like i posted the same shit bout eight times && i hate that ; truly.

ohyea. && i'm trying out the new "draft blogger" cus they said somthin was different. -looks i don't see em. But its cool tho.

"Its New Years Eve, Kelby D in the venue
Popped the ring ; I got marriage on my menu"

These niggas kill me real talk
Duecersz
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