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H on est ly ,

The night is always darkest just before the dawn.

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7.4.08

Handwritten letter:

I hat me. -Jonathan

/letter.


he doesn't know there's an e on the end of that word yet. He's been thinkin he's stupid for the last couple days. First cus he lost the remote && then cus he broke the shower[s]. So i'm talkin to him asking him why he thinks he's stupid, telling him people lose and break things all the time && that doesn't make them stupid, or make us not like them. ["mommy lost a whole CAR!! we still love her"]. But it ain't been gettin through to him. So eventually he told me the reason he thought he was stupid was cus annmarie told him he was. She told him he was retarded for losing the remote && that he wasn't good for anything and he needed to go away and leave her alone cus she had more important things to do. She told him that while I was on work Friday && mom was out of town. Bitch even had the audacity to say "thats why you're over here. Cus nobody wants you."

I'MAFUCKTHATBITCHUP


Ashley

just another little black girl with dreams. I play my music too loud, and I don't listen. I'm only at peace when I'm in pain: when my wrist is sore from writing my emotions out like blood on the band-aid of a page, or when my throat is raw from singing my thoughts like tears into the air. I'm conflicted, and unrepentant, and I like the way this blogging shit makes me feel. This is the one and only place I'll never lie, honestly.

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