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H on est ly ,

The night is always darkest just before the dawn.

.sixty-seven.
7.3.08

[phone convo]

Him: Hello, is this Ashley?
Me: Yea, hold on I'll give Jon the phone
Him: I want to talk to you
Me: I don't have time for you
Him: I just wanted to say thank you
Me: For?
Him: For being mature about the situation. You coulda done a lotta fucked up stuff. You coulda bad mouthed me in front of my son.
Me: You don't know what I say to him.
Him: I know he still loves me, && you coulda really messed that up for me.
Me: Yea okay, hold on I'll give the phone to Jonathan.
Him: ....alright.

[ / phone conversation ]



Most words we've said to each other since him && mii mom officially broke up in September 03. I think I did okay. Excuse me while I......go stare at a wall or something.

[i.will.not.cry.i.will.not.cry.i.will.not.cry.i.will.not.cry.i.will.not.cry.i.will.not.
cry.i.will.not......]



Ashley

just another little black girl with dreams. I play my music too loud, and I don't listen. I'm only at peace when I'm in pain: when my wrist is sore from writing my emotions out like blood on the band-aid of a page, or when my throat is raw from singing my thoughts like tears into the air. I'm conflicted, and unrepentant, and I like the way this blogging shit makes me feel. This is the one and only place I'll never lie, honestly.

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