Honestly

I used to be a damn good writer. Don't know when I stopped. Or why i stopped. I think i stopped cus everything I wrote was about whitney, && i wanted to get passed that. I think i'm gonna start again. I don't know, I can just feel it, like I'm gonna start again. Anywaysz, this is the second to last song I wrote before I quit. I don't remember the exact date but lets say it was march 07. so a year ago. Sure. why not..

If I Ain't Got You
[ no, not the Alicia Keys Version thx ]

Do you have a cure for this?
I don't think you have a cure, oh no
Do you know what real love is?
You say you do but I'm not sure
It seems I've carried you a thousand miles
And now I'm tired.
It may sound selfish but myself is what
I've really got

[ chorus ]
Cus I ain't got you
And it tears me up inside
No I ain't got you
Do you know the tears I've cried?
But this time I'm through
Though my feelings haven't died
I won't stand here any longer
And when I move on I'll be stronger
for not having you.

Can you take this pain away?
Give me something for the pain my baby
Magically explain away
All the worries in my brain
Cus though you say you love me I don't see it
Not at all
And if I stand alone I need to know
So i won't fall

Cus i ain't got you
And it tears me up inside
No I ain't got you
Do you know the tears I've cried
But this time I'm through
Though my feelings havent' died
I won't stand here any longer
And when I move on i'll be stronger
For not having

The cries in the middle of the night
When I thought I couldn't take it anymore
And the lies that I told you all the time
So you wouldn't walk on out that door
I'd trade it all for
The ability to stand
Without holding someone's hand
And to tell the honest truth
When I say i'm done with

Not having you
Cus it tears me up inside
No I ain't got you
Do you know the tears I've cried
But this time I'm through
Though my feelings haven't died
I won't stand here any longer
And when I move on I'll be stronger
for not having you.

Now that I think about it. I did write a couple more songs after the whitney stage.
I wrote Can I Get it for Brandon Blackman, && thats on youtube somewhere
&& then I wrote One More Day for Brandon Dean which is in this blog somewhere.
But those don't count since they both pretty much suck.
At least the beat was hot on Can I Get It though...
anywaysz.
I'm out.
Don't know why I blogged that.
Boredness.
Oh yea, click Older Posts if you didn't read the one about what happened at church today.

Toodles.
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