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H on est ly ,

The night is always darkest just before the dawn.

.seventy.
11.3.08

Understand that I'm so tired I can barely see right now.


I GOT THE JOB!!!

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no its not a big deal. Trust me its really not but its important to me because now I can start makin moves like I want && not moves like mii mommy can afford, feel me? So yea, I'ma be the chick that hands you your popcorn at the movies and charges you way too much. I think I could be okay with that.

I'm mad I just realized this morning that finals are next week. I thought I had an extra week that I really ain't got. I'm like whoo! Wow. Okay. && plus you know end of the term all the damn projects are due. I'm talkin like 3 papers. like 10 random ass math assignments. Oops no wait four paper, two tests, and one random presentation. I mean ain't none of it really hard to do. Cept for that math, && even that ain't hard, its jus a lot of it [ make up work && shit, i like to ditch. ]. So yea, now I gotta get that shit togther. But its cool cus its almost over && then i get to pretend I have a life for a minute.

I'm mad mii yahoo been spazzin lately. Like it'll randomly log me out, && when it logs me back in, nobodyyyyy will be online. && i know everybody still there cus they be im'n me && shit. So i'm like /:) all these niggas when invisible when i logged off? This ain't no damn surprise party nigga you betta show yaself shit. Fuck yahoo. Iss hella racist yo. -Tells Tirzah. I'm mad I actually know somebody that works for yahoo. Think ion be complainin like a bitch? She be like get the fuck off it then. =| that is not an okay thing to say mii nigga.

ON the other hand, I'm maddd happy I deleted everybody off yahoo. Lmao i could list all the ppl on mii yahoo right now, && i ain't got nobody I don't talk to. I love that =D Cus i mean the way I see it, if I can't randomly get in ur box like \:D/ i got a jobbbbbb I got a jobbbbb \:D/, && you ain't gone dance wit me...it ain't no point of you being on mii list. You're existance is real unnecessary. Unnecessary is pretty much the word of the night .

"Fuck a medic, we gone call yo ass a taxi cab, bleedin so hard you need a lifesize maxi pad, so flip the script and tell yo woman its yo time of the month. Ak-47 for the niggas thats really lookin for heaven && a nine for you chumps." That was stuck in mii head sorry. Luda stupid.

Uhm...I was gone say something else but I started talkin to Darian && now I hella don't remember what it was. I'm madd sleeepyyyyy. So i guess I'ma do like Darian say && take mii ass to sleep. I'll have mii phone in three weeks tops, so don't forget to ask me for the number cus I sure as hell won't remember to give it to you. What? Yea.

Duecesz.
OH!!!!! I MEMBER!!!
-dead @ me && 50 cent being morphed
Its a moment there, where we're madd sexii lmao looka

-comes back to life
-dies again

=]


Ashley

just another little black girl with dreams. I play my music too loud, and I don't listen. I'm only at peace when I'm in pain: when my wrist is sore from writing my emotions out like blood on the band-aid of a page, or when my throat is raw from singing my thoughts like tears into the air. I'm conflicted, and unrepentant, and I like the way this blogging shit makes me feel. This is the one and only place I'll never lie, honestly.

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