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H on est ly ,

The night is always darkest just before the dawn.

.seventy-three.
16.3.08

Aight yo so its 6:32 in the morning, right? On a Sunday morning, feel me? So you prolly wonderin df I'm doin even bein awake none the less tryna put together coherent thoughts so yall could read em && shit, right? Yea, me too. But see what had happened was, since mii scheduled changed, I gotta go to bed maddd earlier and wake up maddd earlier if I wanna do all the shit I wanna do. Like i wanna start going back to the gym. Cus, even though it don't look it [&& that wasn't even conceited cus it really don't look it] I'm startin to get fat. Now you know how taller people could get a lil fat cus it don't really look fat, it jus look kinda healthy? Nah nigga I'm 5'2" i start gettin fat it starts lookin fat && i ain't havin that, hence the whole gym thing. So i was gonna go this mornin at 5. why five? cus i needa get myself on my schedule && if I'm gonna go during the week then five is when I'd have to go to make errthing else fit. Capisce? Okay so now that we're all on the same page...

I woke up this mornin at 5:09 all fulla energy or whatever like aight i'ma go to the gym. But I gotta walk over there so I had gone to open the door to see how cold it was outside or what not, right? Christie woke up talkin bout some Ashley is that you? Female its five in the mornin go to sleep. She's like what are you doing? I'm like going to the gym. She's like its like five in the morning. I'm like I know. She's like so why are you going to the gym? I was like to exercise. She was like don't get smart I'm too sleepy to hit you. I was like so isn't this the best time to get smart? [ then i ran, in case she decided to throw some shit ]. Then she was like wait till 7 Ashley. So i'm waitin. I was lookin at phones. Cus i'ma start off with the blackberry since Aunty Isha's gonna give it to me for free. Problem is its too many damn options. If i get the blackberry I can go on Sprint, Tmobile, or Cingular (i'm mad just around the time errbody get used to sayin cingular, at&t bitch ass wanna pop back up) Cus I don't wanna keep that blackberry forever. So i'm thinkin I'ma go back to sprint cus a) I might be able to get mii old phone number back && b) the phone I wanna upgrade to is on sprint. Cept for that bitch is expensive tho. But whatever I'll get to it.

I had this great dream that I bought mii mommmy a car for her birthday. =| cept for if this bitch don't have a car by her birthday she don't even deserve one. She's not even worthy. (i won't be thinkin that if november roll around && she still ain't got a car tho, cus thats mii mom, so I could talk shit). Anywaysz yups, i boughtededed her a car. It was a silver 04 Jeep Grand Cherokee. She likedededed it.Everybody was happy. -sighs good times.

So i'm blogging to see if I could pass twenty minutes so when I"m done i could just go to the gym before I fall back to sleep cus then I'ma be mad. This female hadda fuck mii whole shit up. Ugh.

lmao @ this bitch that used to go to my oldddd high school graduated and moved all the way to virginia to go to community college. for what exactly might I ask, did you move all the way from Los Angeles california to Hampton Virginia for? Cus you coulda gone to community college out here. Yo granny better a been dyin or some shit. ( NOT that I want anybody's granny to dieeee, I'm jus sayin it shoulda been a more viable reason then thats where she was going to school at cus thats said, I hope she got fam in VA)

I'm mad mii mom's alarm on her phone just went off. Do this mean its late enough for me to go the gym shit. && no I"m actually not that excited to go to the gym. Really I'm not. I'ma get there and wanna go the hell back home. But shiiiiiietttt nigga I woke up at 5 IN THE MUHFUCKIN MORNIN YO!!! I better be doin somethinnnnnn shit. Sittin here bloggin at no damn 6:46 in the morning. I coulda blogged later. I coulda blogged last night. I coulda been sleep now. This is some bullshit yo.

Anywaysz I give up on tryna talk till seven cus I done hella ran outta shit to say. -redoes blog

Duecesz
=]


Ashley

just another little black girl with dreams. I play my music too loud, and I don't listen. I'm only at peace when I'm in pain: when my wrist is sore from writing my emotions out like blood on the band-aid of a page, or when my throat is raw from singing my thoughts like tears into the air. I'm conflicted, and unrepentant, and I like the way this blogging shit makes me feel. This is the one and only place I'll never lie, honestly.

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