Lmao yall needa get a damn life yo. That shit was funny tho. But not that funny. Needa make like Keyshia Cole && Let It Go. Anywayz, "I can't believe that today was a good day , ooh wahh ooooooh!!" lmao. I got like noooooo sleep last night, I was on the phone till like 2 in the morning. Then i did go to sleep, then I went to class && everybody told me how genius I was. Oh, speaking of the fact that everyone at school thinks I'm so smart, mii mom called me ignorant yesterday. She said I got out here && got ignorant. Thats really been on mii mind cus I can see how she's right. I mean like, she's not all the way right but I can see where she's coming from. I mean like where I grew up, it wasn't bad to be smart. Like thats what you did. But then sophomore year I transferred to CATCH ; && there I kinda was actin like i was stupid, cus if you was too smart round there ppl got attitudes. && when ppl got attitudes at CATCH somebody ended up either shot or fucked the fuck up. So yea, I did mii lil thing, ain't answer too many questions or whatever. Then we moved up here &&, no lie, I had a major identity crisis. Cus it was like I ain't know how to be black without being stupid, cus the majority of black people I know aren't book smart. I mean you know, half of em is rappers so they got a decent vocabulary, not that they know how to spell the words they use, but you know what I mean. They were smart for where they were but it wasn't intelligence on a universal level. && So i guess I got out here && started emulating what I saw at CATCH, I was actin like some people I didn't even really like so I could be accepted. && the worst part was, I still wasn't. Because thefact of the matter is, I'm smart, so even when I'm tryna act stupid, it shows. && so I went through all that work to look like I was an approachable, cool, laid back, chill type person, when in reality, I'm hella not. I'm difficult. I have high standards as far as who I talk to, who I trust in. You gotta be able to have an intelligent conversation && if you can't well then I'm sorry baby boo but you gotta go. But i let those standards slip out here, because I didn't know anybody so I figured for the sake of making friends, I'd act like something I wasn't. I hate that I do that, really I do. Like damn Ashley everytime you go somewhere you don't know anybody you gone turn into another person? Who the hell are you then? Damn good question. Who the hell am I? I'll be working on that.
Anywaysz, tonight mii lil brother had a mini play thing. It was about how all the tight ass animals in the forest was in groups of three && shit, && then this one group of bears it was only two of em, so errbody hadda stop what they was doin to find the third bear, cus they couldn't have them niggas walkin around wit just two bears that wasn't even okay. I videotaped it but the clip I taped was like 6 minutes long so it won't upload anywhere but youtube, && i dun wanna put it there cus then it'll lag. But anywaysz. They were singing and shit. It was cute as hell. Then after that mii lil sister had a band concert, she plays the flute. Her middle school is divided into red hall, green hall, && blue hall, && errtime we go to one of them damn band concerts me && mom are like, "can we get Ree switched to red hall?" Cus the red hall band is bomb yo!!! && ree is actually realllyyyyyyy good at the flute. But she's in green hall && green hall band is always ass. Like consistently. Oh but while we was listenin Jon got real antsy so I let him draw in mii notebook. This lil nigga is good!! I might take some pictures && post em or link em or whatever. Then after that I went to Goddaddy && aunty Isha's to set up mii bank account, which didn't work, so I gotta go back in the morning [ fuckshitdamngodwhy? ] but while I was over there I made the bombest sandwich ever && got to play with mii dog so it was cool.
Now mii tooth hurts like a bitch so I'm boutta go take a pill for it && then i dunno...maybe read or do some homework or something && then go to sleep since i gotta be up in the morning to go back to this niggas house to set this account up. Oh yea && just on the update tip; i should start work monday. Go who? Go me. Thats right.
Yea I'm pretty sure I'm done this time. Lmao. Pic of the day:
Duecesz
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