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H on est ly ,

The night is always darkest just before the dawn.

.seventy-nine.
19.3.08

FUCK ALL THAT I'M ON MY GOSPEL RIGHT NOW!!




&& yesh I just said fuck in a blog wif gospel music. You've done more contradictory shit in your life so shut the FUCK up.

Anywaysz...today was a wonderful wonderful dayyyyyyy. I got an A on mii last finallll, I know for a fact cus he tolddd meeeeee. Then I went to lunch with mii other Ashleyyyyyy, then we talked to random ppl on the bus about bitchinessss....And we talked shit about this one girl who was madd Russian but was tryna act black. Omgah. But her boyfriend [ who was black ] was FINEEEEEEEEE. lord I was gonna cry. I was like but wait.what.wait.why.ughhhhhh!!!

Justin came to school HELLAAA FUCKING HIGH!!!! omgahh. he walked into our health final twenty minutes late. He ain't have a pencil. He couldn't find the sharpener. He tripped over a chair on his way back to his seat. Then in our second final me && Ashley was talkin shit about how high he was. Then this nigga hadda get up && do his presentation. && it was on an argumentative essay that we had to write. We got up, && this nigga said. Okay, watch this tho. This nigga said. Lawdddd. He said. "I did my paper on the controversial topic of legalizing marijuana. I'm all for it!!" we FELL OUT!!yo we was damn near on the floorr!!! The teacher was bout ready to kick us out && shit we was like "i'm sorry, I'm sorry, I can't breathe, the air, it left me, its back now. Aight." That shit was comedy.

"i'ma blog that shit. Right. Now." So i'm on the phone with Bruce right? And this nigga tellin me about his day. && he said he was at job corp. && this female was singin, && she started singin the song I used to sing to him to get him to sleep all the time. Tell me why this nigga walked up to her && said "Excuse me beautiful, I'ma need you to stop singin right now. Its not that you're bad, its just that you sound like my ex girlfriend that died." =|!!!!! THIS NIGGA KILLED ME!!! I AM DECEASED RIGHT NOW!!! I can't believe this nigga said I was dead.

"Wattup Tessa, I love ya like my own mama, && ya daughters gettin grown mama, && me I'm just here workin, waitin, patient, for her to be ready to love && leave alone drama cus I don't really wanna fight no more, && I don't wanna diss niggas when I write no more, && I don't wanna bring chicks to the crib to watch a flick in the basement on the bed wit dim lights no more...Nah I'm losin the feelin, they losin appeal, they needa step it up like Prince wit shoes on the ceilin...."

That nigga Drake hit me wit that today. I'd heard it before but it hit me today. Ion really wanna fight no more, so i'm just sittin, waitin, patient, for you to be ready to love && leave alone drama. When you grow up I'll be around. Trust.

Duecersz
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Ashley

just another little black girl with dreams. I play my music too loud, and I don't listen. I'm only at peace when I'm in pain: when my wrist is sore from writing my emotions out like blood on the band-aid of a page, or when my throat is raw from singing my thoughts like tears into the air. I'm conflicted, and unrepentant, and I like the way this blogging shit makes me feel. This is the one and only place I'll never lie, honestly.

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