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H on est ly ,

The night is always darkest just before the dawn.

.ninety-two.
29.3.08

"And at night I walk the street with absolutely no purpose, feeling like I'm worthless. But contrary to my last statement, I feel fine, content with the fact that I know the city's mine."

That songs been on my head lately. Its on the playlist, somewhere. I stole it, from somebody...i think....whatever.

Regal:


I went down there today to see what was up, && ended up staying for three hours filling out tax paper work && watching training videos && I picked up my polo. So yea. Manager said if I call on Tuesday or Wednesday they should be able to tell me when I start. Yay.

Cingular/AT&T


My sim card hasn't come yet. It should've been here Wednesday. If it doesn't come tomorrow I'm calling Cingular. Or AT&T or whatever they wanna call themselves the fuckin faggots. We're already paying for this damn phone which means uhm...it needs to be on. Ya think? I think.

Apple


I fixed my computer. I know ain't none a yall know it was broken but it was && it was getting on mii damn nerves cus I couldn't do anything on it which was extremely irritating but now its better so yay.

I don't have anything else to say.
I don't know why I blog knowing I don't have anything to say.
Sometimes I just feel...
Blah.
Sorry I wasn't on much tonight/last night or whatever.
I was trying to fix this damn computer

>:D< <---for sammy. belated. But yea.


=/

"Another lonely night? Seem like I'm on the side, you only lovin ya mic. I know you gotta get that paper Daddy keep that shit tight, but yo I need some sorta love in my life, you dig me? While politicin wit my sister from New York City, she said she know this ball player, && he think I'm pretty. Sikeeee I'm playin boo, you know its just wit you I'm stayin boo, && when cats be poppin game I don't hear what they sayin boo. When you out there in the world, I'm still your girl. Wit all my classes I don't have the time for life's thrills. So when you sweatin on stage, think of me when you rhyme, and don't be listenin to ya homies they be leadin you blind," [so what you sayin, I could trust you?] "Is you crazy? You my king forreal, but sometimes relationships get ill, no doubt...."

If you are worried bout where I been or who I saw or what club I went to with my homies baby don't worry you know that you got me.

&& then at the end they do that sick drum solo that always reminds me of him. && the past.


I be on some emo ass memory ass shit sometimes lmao.

Duecersz
=]


Ashley

just another little black girl with dreams. I play my music too loud, and I don't listen. I'm only at peace when I'm in pain: when my wrist is sore from writing my emotions out like blood on the band-aid of a page, or when my throat is raw from singing my thoughts like tears into the air. I'm conflicted, and unrepentant, and I like the way this blogging shit makes me feel. This is the one and only place I'll never lie, honestly.

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