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H on est ly ,

The night is always darkest just before the dawn.

.Shortness.
8.2.08

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Ugh ; okay i like yu. Ain't that punishment enough? To like yu outta all people in the world? When errbody think i'm still feelin ur cousin? So i could look like a hoe to the entire city of portland and half of vancouver? Cus of how I feel? Cus apparently I'm supposed to be able to control that shit. But I can't. And then yu gone make it worse. Cus you gone say some dumb shit like , " Well damn I was just tryna be friendly ". Nigga ; do yu kno what friendly does to a female when she likes yu? Stop bein stupid. Now that you've showed me that you're smart you can't go around actin fuckin stupid. Thats hella unacceptable. Get ur shit together ; seriously. Dammit!! Yu got me distracted. This is not a thing that I do. Not for a nigga that acts a stupid as yu ; who has given very little indication that he even knows i'm breathing [ in that way ] && i'm about a pin drop away from actin a damn fool over yu? Nah buddy that shits gone have to stop. Ugh. Ugh. I bet it ain't even yu ; its me. I bet i'ma look back on this blog in a month && be like " damn Ash why was u sweatin this nigga so hard? " [ thats mii brain talkin ; mii heart calls yu forever ] but thats not the point. I know better. I do. So yea. Leave me the hell alone.


&& there is no pic of the day cus i already know what it would be and if you're smart you do too. =|


Ashley

just another little black girl with dreams. I play my music too loud, and I don't listen. I'm only at peace when I'm in pain: when my wrist is sore from writing my emotions out like blood on the band-aid of a page, or when my throat is raw from singing my thoughts like tears into the air. I'm conflicted, and unrepentant, and I like the way this blogging shit makes me feel. This is the one and only place I'll never lie, honestly.

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