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H on est ly ,

The night is always darkest just before the dawn.

.fifty-three.
26.2.08



So on youtube they did this thing where all the "famous" youtubers had to say ten things no one knew about them, and then they had to tag five people so they could do it. Why does this remind me of that? Anywaysz. Oh yea && credit to Eric, who Kris lowkey stalks...


1) My middle name is Pearl, after my grandmother [RIP]
2) My birthday's Christmas Eve
3) Most Valuable Possession = Walter, stuffed sheep I've had since I was three.
4) I can sleep without him, I'd just really rather not.
5) I taught myself how to play the piano and the guitar
6) I skipped 2 1/2 grades. (7th, the second half of 11th, && 12th)
7) It surprises me that 5 & 6 made me sound maddd impressive
8) I'm a freshman in college
9) Sometimes I'm psychic (no really, ask Sam)
10) Diagnosed with chronic insomnia when I was five. I don't sleep. I have pills. Don't take em tho.
11) Now that I think about it, I probably have/have had more random sicknesses than anyone you know.
12) I will read allllll day if you let me
13) Oldest of three
14) Sometimes, I'll get dressed up all cute for school, && when people look at me I think its because I did something wrong. (guess you call that insecurity)
15) If you said "awww" just now, kiss my ass. Your pity irritates me.
16) I'm very easily irritated.
17) For a long time, irritated was my favorite word
18) I was gonna say something, but I forgot what it was. && that happens a lot.
19) Oh yea!! Can I drive? Yes. Do I drive? No.
20) I'm what you call a forward thinker. The type of person who plans shit years in advance.
21) If i plan it, I do it.
22) I'm a perfectionist. If I'm not gonna do something right, I won't do it.
23) I've got the sickest memory for names && birthdays. I remember everybody's name && everybody's birthday. Even if I don't talk to them anymore. Even if I don't like them.
24)I went to four elementary schools && three high schools.
25) I'm really, really bad at keeping in touch with people.
26) Uhm...i'm pretty damn random
27) Except for whats random to yall ain't really that random to me, its just how my brain works.
28) I'm a songwriter, I think I'm pretty damn good at it =]
29) I sing too, but I don't consider it one of my strong suits.
30) Therefore, music isn't my air. Its my water (70% of my body anyway. Can only go two or three days without it)
31) I forgive everybody for everything all the time. I don't hold grudges even I should.
32) The most sinninest church girl you know.
33) Nope, that sure ain't a word.
34) Don't smoke cus I sing, gotta watch them lungs.
35) Don't drink cus ion like the taste of most alcohol.
36) Alcohol is a hard ass word for me to spell for some reason.
37) I can entertain myself all by myself.
38) I have a lot of high fashioned shit (coach bag, prada glasses, etc) but I'm not high fashioned.
39) I'm nosy as hell, but not as nosy as Zula Bell
40) Oh shit that rhymed!!!!
41) When shits not spelled right, it irrritates the hell outta me.
42) I have ridiculously high relationship standards, which is why i'm single most of the time.
43) My mom is my best friend.
44) If you ask me I'll tell you i'm black, but I'm actually mixed: black, cherokee indian, puerto rican && korean.
45) Yes, I have good hair.
46) I collect cool lil quotes. I'll be like "oh shit thats hot lemme write that down!", but i never use em.
47) I'm not a sneakerhead at all, I just only wear Nikes.
48) Sometimes I'm really rude. Most times I'm not.
49) I could probably tell you my whole life story through song lyrics.
50) Member how I said i forgive everybody? I never forgive myself.
51) I feel weird if I go a whole day without writing a blog.
52) I haven't had a cel phone since October && i'm totally okay with that.
53) I'm a virgin
54) The little things really do mean everything to me.
55) I like to make up little stories about people I see on the bus. Where they came from, where they're going....I'm a writer =]
56) Overcoming my fear of spiders. slowwlllyyyyy
57) Uncommon dislike of airports. Ask me about it, I'll tell you the story.
58) I have a story for everthing, my life is a book, that will then be turned into a movie.
59) If you don't believe that then you don't know me.
60) I wish I was more selfish.
61) Weird/strange/odd = Me
62) I love challenges.
63) I hate losing, but I'm not a sore loser.
63) Camera whore.
64) Photoshop junkie
65) I love drama, as long as its not mine.
66) If i only had 5 dollars, and you needed 2, I'd give it to you.
67) I don't cry easily, but it does happen occasionally.
68) I already know what I'm going to name my kids.
69) I want 3; a boy and two girls.
70) I might adopt cus pregnancy is not the business.
71) Napolean Dynamite = stupidest movie in the world (&& not in the good way)
72) Trying out for a reality show is on my list of things to do before I die.
72) Chinese food = ♥
73) I'ma sucker for football players. Its a turn on =]
74) I'ma sucker for football in general. Cowboys, Colts, Giants.
75) && Basketball. Mavs, Pistons, Suns, Lakers. Sometimes the Celtics too buh they get on mii nerves
76) I type 65 words per minute
77) My laptop is a MacBook Pro
78) I love roller coasters
79) If i have a lot of free time, its cus I"m ignoring something
80) My two favorite colors are turquoise && red
81) I don't like talking on the phone. at all.
82) My favorite holiday is fourth of July
83) If i don't have a nickname for you; I don't fuckin like you.
84) I feel like i talk too much, so I just don't talk sometimes.
85) America's Favorite Pastime should be changed. Nobody gives a shit about baseball anymore.
86) I like politics.
87) One of the few people who knows that Barack Obama should not be the next president . Really.
88) I've heard I'm funny. Don't get it, but sure.
89) I've got one of those disorders. OCD, ADD, iono which one, but I got one.
90) I think I'm too open minded sometimes.
91) Lupe+Kanye+Jay-Z=Love
92) I'm bisexual
93) I flirt without knowing I'm doing it
94) I've got an addiction to celebrity gossip.
95) I'll hit you if you tickle me. Reflex.
96) I only wear Air Force Ones. Everything else gets on mii nerves.
97) I put Tobasco on damn near everything.
98) Which is a shame since I'm pretty sure I spelled it wrong just now.
99) I'm a recovering earring addict.
100) I had chickenpox last April && it fucked up my skin.
101) I beat Jay ( yesh i read his blog, sue me )
102) Only makeup I wear is eyeliner && gloss.
103) I beat Zula Bell
104) I'm th shit.
105) Now i'm scared Sammy's gonna do one thats got like 211 things on it && make errbody look real stupid.
106) This was madd fun.
107) I'm perfectly aware that nobody reads this.
108) The End. =D


Blehhh so right now i'm waiting for the song of the day to upload and I can put it up. Cus i do that part last even tho its at the top of the post. I have a system. =]. I'm mad i got up, got dressed, took the bus to schoo, just to discover that my class was cancelled, so then I came back home. Df kinda waste of time? && i was sleepy as shit this mornin too, you tellin me I coulda stayed in bed? Ain't that bout a bitch? Unh uh i'm mad at that. Anywaysz now I have to do homework. Munchkapie's here!!!
o0o0o I'ma post a picture of him. hol up.


Pic Of The Day:


*bby.snoopy ™: awwies my ass it look like a bear
lmao0o0o0o0o0o0o00o

Duecesz
=]


Ashley

just another little black girl with dreams. I play my music too loud, and I don't listen. I'm only at peace when I'm in pain: when my wrist is sore from writing my emotions out like blood on the band-aid of a page, or when my throat is raw from singing my thoughts like tears into the air. I'm conflicted, and unrepentant, and I like the way this blogging shit makes me feel. This is the one and only place I'll never lie, honestly.

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