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H on est ly ,

The night is always darkest just before the dawn.

Can I Talk My Shit Again?
10.2.08

Even If I Don't Hit Again? Dawg ; are you fuckin kiddin?....

Anywaysz...on the what I really wanted to say

Hate To Say I Told You So ; But I Told Yu

So we was over at TT's house chillin && we had just put bad boys 2 in when mom decided she was tired and she wanted to go home. Now she couldn'ta said that before the movie...no...she hadda wait till martin && will came out from under the kkk robes singin bad boys && martin was singin that part when he ain't know the words? Yea she picked that part to say she wanted to go home. && i was like well mom i mean can we jus like watch the movie i mean come on now. && she was like no :| we needa go home. So i got mii lil attitude on cus it really ain't make no difference she was just bein an asshole but okay right? Whatever.

So we're on the freeway, just coming over the Fremont Bridge [ love how i said that like somebody livin in Portland in gone read this shit ] && this stupid female rolls the car directly over an aluminum light fixture left in the road and blows out the drivers side rear tire. So we've got a flat on the freeway. Okay. Fine. So we call goddaddy to see if they've got roadside insurance so somebody could come out && change the tire. Cept for then we discover there's no spare. && we can't call a tow truck cus tow trucks cost money that we ain't got. So we're jus chillin ; on the side of the freeway for two hours.

So eventually goddaddy comes and he calls AAA && they come wit this rinky dink ass tow truck that can't even tow the car so goddaddy takes me and jon home && last time I checked Christy still sitting in the car waiting for a larger truck.

Now the debri from the light thingy was moved about 20 minutes after we ran it over. So can i just say that if the female woulda took her head out her ass; sat the fuck down and watched Bad Boys she'da been in bed right now? And still had a car cus she's gonna have to spend the majority of tomorrow without one while they fix it.

Shit. Bad Boysz ain't never hurt nobody ya dumb hoe.

[ in other news ]

So at like two in the morning this morning I sent Whitney this long ass message that says basically::

I really do wanna be your friend again but I honestly don't know if that shits gonna work cus I honestly don't think I'll ever forgive you totally for the way everything went down. && I told her if she ain't wanna be cool wit me no more that was fine. I wouldn't hold it against her she could walk clean outta mii life && i wouldn't have nothin like a problem.

I got no response. She read it, but no response. The only thing she's said so far was

sowwie I aint answer your message
I been thinkin

To Which I responded

its fine. =] you can think as long as you need to. i just thought you should know

Sounded all calm, cool && collected huh? Yeaps. Cus for the first time in a mighty long time ion give a flyin fuck what Whitney do. =]

[ in more other news ]

whoo lawd lots of drama in the blogs today
Danny jus tol me he wrote a new one so i'ma have to go look in a second
buh jus lotsa
drama
calm it down mii loves
it gives yu ulcers
&& we're all too young && pretty for ulcers
yessum
too young
too pretty
think about it
=D

Pic Of The Day:


Thats The Fremont Bridge


Ashley

just another little black girl with dreams. I play my music too loud, and I don't listen. I'm only at peace when I'm in pain: when my wrist is sore from writing my emotions out like blood on the band-aid of a page, or when my throat is raw from singing my thoughts like tears into the air. I'm conflicted, and unrepentant, and I like the way this blogging shit makes me feel. This is the one and only place I'll never lie, honestly.

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