"So here we are again, boy this always happens, it ain't like we're scared, but we know what happens when things move to fast but should be movin slow..."
[ mii tooth hurts, && this is gone be long as shit so get some popcorn && get comfy or somethin nigga ]
This nigga Bruce is back to callin me. Yo.....ugh. Nah. Lemme splain Bruce to yall. Because really...I'm mad as shit. Like really. I met this nigga September 6, 2005, first day of mii sophomore year of high school, he was a junior. That was the year I went to CATCH (so it was the same year I met Brandon). Anywaysz. First time i seen this nigga I knew he was trouble. Why? Because he is not the type i usually fuck wit. First off, this nigga is short as shit [5'6"] && i like em tall. Secondly, this nigga light skin && errbody know light skinned niggas is trouble. && third && final, this nigga eyes is pretty. So i knew first time seein him he was conceited as shit, && i ain't wanna have nothin to do wit him. Buh he was chillin wit the homegirl Minnie that i had been singin wit at the time (lmao PANIC is a whole nother blog mii nigga) but yea she thought he was just the best thing since sliced bread so she had him around wit her all the time. (to get the story you have to understand that our school was madd ghetto, && they ain't give a shit who's class you was in, as long as you was in a class). So this nigga was alwaysssss around. Anywaysz I'd had mii cell phone in mii backpack cus i ain't carry purses at this point. He saw me pullin it out && decided he needed to give me a five minute lecture on how easy it would be for somebody to steal mii phone. To which i responded, "well there's nowhere else for me to put it so if they gone steal it they gone steal it. Now get the fuck out my face." I aint' like that lil nigga for shit I swear. ANYWAYSZZZ, i realized he was right tho so i moved the phone to another compartment in the bag. But then later when i was lookin for it I forgot I put it there [ like the slow ass muhfucka I am ] so what'd I think? I thought this nigga had decided to steal my phone to teach me a lesson. So what did I do? I went off. Oh you can bet I went off, cussin and yellin and hollerin && callin him and his mama every name in the book and guaranteein that there would be some very large niggas lookin for him if he didn't gimme my shit back.
This nigga, cool as a gotdamn cucumber, went over to my back, opened the compartment where I'd put the phone, took the phone out && put it in my hand. "There's your shit back." OOOHhhhhhh he got on my damn nerves!!! lmao i felt stupid as hell but I'ma G tho mii nigga all i said was thank you and then i went to go sit the hell back down where one of the boys (Brandon, Keenan, Or Rikki) was like, "I'll beat his ass for you if you want," buh i was like nah whatever ugh fuck that nigga. Then when school got out we realized we took the same bus home. Which wasn't rare its only two buses on the street, you either take one or the other. So i'm sittin wit mii nigga Keenan and he talkin (cus Keenan could talk for days, you ain't have to say nothin back, just sit there, and he'd talk) so he was talkin bout how he lived on 135th, && then errbody jus started shoutin out they streets, [ i aint' shoutout shit cus the street I lived on was in the opposite hood of where we went to school ] but then this nigga Bruce gone say he stay on 8th && 104th. Now i used to live on 7th && 104th so i was like nigga you lyin I ain't never seen you. && he was like i already made you feel stupid once today. And i was like nigga df you think you are you can't make me feel shit. Lmao yesh we still fight like that. But we was like so you wanna see the house? And i was like if its on 8th its an apartment but sure. Then i'll show you my house. Okay so tell me why this nigga lived at 10239 S8th Ave. && i'd lived on 10237 S7th ave for three years. We'd just moved to Normandie a month before. My mom && this niggas mom used to get their mail confused && shit. smh.
Anywaysz, eventually i stopped hatin him, jus cus it was too fun fightin wit em. Its hard to find intelligent ppl to argue wit in Inglewood. Them niggas is stupid. Anywaysz one day this nigga had stole mii pen to draw something [ he's an artist yesh he is ] && i wanted it back, buh he wouldn't give it to me stupid lil nigga thinkin he cute tryna flirt. I knew what he was doin buh i wasn't havin it I wanted mii damn pencil. Anywaysz so we was fightin for it, && then this nigga gone kiss me out the fuckin blue.
[comedy moment] okay so before i even got a chance to like process what had happened, this nigga Malia started screamingggg && hit me over the top of the head wit some rolled up paper. The Keisha was screamin, then Minnie was screamin. Ebony never screamed but she was laughin her ass off and then them bitches draggedddd me to the bathroom to scream somemore [ with better acoustics, so that shit echoed ] about why I didn't tell them I liked Bruce. To which i responded "He kissed me, who said I liked him?" [/comedy moment] Anywaysz, Minnie left to go interrogate Bruce. And you know what his punk ass said? Do you know what his punk ass said? This nigga said we were dating. can i just say [ SINCEWHENMIINIGGGA? ] Buh anywaysz, I was bored as shit && we was a good kisser so i was like sure df ever why not? So we were dating. That was Sept. 21 05.
Yall want me to shuttup? Too damn bad, I known this nigga damn near three years you only two weeks into the story nigga...stop readin if you tired shit.
Anywaysz. Whooooo shit!! me && this nigga almost fucked bout 2397583852345 times. We never actually did but whooooooooo I almost got back on the pill for this nigga!! [ i'm allergic to orthotrycyclin, which is the main shit they put in birth control pills, one day we'll talk about Jeremy, && how i made that discovery ]. But anywaysz, I met his mom and his stepdad, he met my mom. We took the bus to school together. This nigga made me pancakes [ oh yea, he cooks too ]. It was all good && well or whatever. But the thing about it was, both of us is real used to bein in control of situations. && whatever was goin on between us we reallyyyy ain't have no control over, so we actually wasn't likin it too much.[ as sam would say. How.........gay. ] lmao. we was like oh hell nah fuck this shit. [ came to later find out that thats called love lmao but we was bullshittin in a real way ]. So i broke up wit him on Friday, just to have this nigga say he was gone break up wit me on saturday. lmao. we wasn't havin it. Shit. We dated for a month, we broke up Oct 23 05. Anywaysz, we stayed cool. He pretty much became a part of the family. He went to church with me and my mom && the kids on Sundays, stayed with us for family day. Sometimes if we were going to see a movie or something we'd pick him up. He babysat the kids on my [ 15th ] birthday when me & mii mom went out, like we always do on my birthday. He was sick that day lmaoooo. Nigga had a fever. He was hella delusional. He's so cute when he's sick, but anywaysz. That was that.
Jan 10th my best friend Jill informed me that she and Bruce really liked each other and they wanted to get together but they wanted my permission first. I almost laughed in her face forreal. Fact of the matter was Bruce ain't want Jill, he wanted me. And Jill was just like me. I called her twin. We called each other twin, our birthdays were 12 days apart in shit lmao [ Jill's a whole nother blog too ]. So anywaysz I was like sure, go head. So they got together on the tenth. And the me && Bruce jus all the sudden started hatin each other. lma0o0o0o omgah lookin back at it the shit is soooo stupid. But anyways him && jill [ who, coincidentally, also dated Brandon ] was always fightin, like all the time. And jill keeps crying to me, "I don't know who he expects me to be!!" Now i wasn't tryna beat around the bush with this female lmao. I told her he expected her to be me. And she deserved better than that, and she needed to break up with his ass. But she didn't. They stayed together. For a longggggg ass time. But it ain't matter cus me && him was back to bein best friends by March.
Anywaysz, in May the money came. [ official story; mii great grandmother passed away && left an inheritance ]. if yu kno the real story great for you. Anywayszzz. SHIETTTTTTTT. lmaooo me && bruce was gone!!! i'm talkin like.....gone. We bought a cab driver. Like a whole one. lmao.....we had this nigga on call. We called, gave him a pickup, he picked us up && took us around the whole day. We was at every mall in Los Angeles County [&& thass a grippa malls] We was downtown, on Wilshire, in Hollywood. Cus when i say everywhere I'm not sure if you understand that I really do mean everywhere. We had sooo much fun. Thats about the time mom was like okay we're gonna take the money && move to Oregon. && i was like yea whatever ho see you later.
The day before we was supposed to move, mii grandpa [ who we had been staying with ] passed away. =[[ that was a sad ass day yo. It was the last day of school, and me and mii lil sister went to school anyway, we wanted to say bye && shit. While mom && aunty isha finished packing the house, she moved me and the kids into a hotel cus she couldn't deal with it all or whatever. During theeeeee....maybe week we were in the hotel was the time that Bruce [ officially && physically ] cheated on Jill with me.
Blah Blah moving on. I moved, me && bruce kept in touch, then we stopped. then we started again. Then we stopped. He never liked whitney, woopty do for him. Then we'd start again. Then we'd stop. We had a bomb ass time at California Adventure for m 16th birthday, and then we'd start again. And then we'd stop. And shit the last time we stopped i was like fuck startin again nigga can I be done with you? PLease?
So now he's back to callin me. && iono if anybody knows how this works but you ever had somebody that knows you so well that even if you don't wanna talk to them, you can still be on the phone wit that person for a long ass time, even though you don't like them, yall just got that conversation thing down. Thats bruce. && iono. I'm mad at that. I wanted it to be over like keyshia cole and now its here we go again like kelly rowland, df? yea i'm done. I done typed for so long mii tooth don't even hurt no more.
Pic Of The Day:
He drew me that when we were dating. Its mii name [ which he spelled wrong. smh i never let him live that down ]
Song of the Hour: Wreckless Love by Alicia Keyssss
Dueucez.
