Its 5:41pm PST && i officially declare that today has been absolutely terrible. Why? Because it was supposed to be a fucking holidayy thass why. So not only was I at school bright && early, but the classes were damn near emptyy. Thass not why the day was ass tho. Iono its like errthing thats goin on jus hella hit me today. Like i mean, we don't have enough money for me to get a job. Why do i say that? Cus we don't have enough money for me to get to the places and put in the applications. We don't have enough money for me to get on the bus. We don't have enough gas money. We barely have enough money to get me to school. We're seriously considering me dropping out of school. How fucked up is that? I mean shit i hate school much as the next person, buh i've never considered dropping out. I mean damn...even bitch ass lazy ass sspoiled ass useless as Elmo graduateddd so i could do at least that right?

Well so anywaysz I'm thinkin bout all this on the bus on my way home from school && i jus start cryin. Not like major cryin like maybe 6 tears but I was irritated with it cus it was like shit. This isn't okay anymore. Like i been sayin everythings gonna be okay everythings gonna be okay, but like its not. And at the moment there's really nothing i can do about that. && anywaysz i was thinkin about all that && listenin to gospel on mii iPod tryna make myself feel better && it worked a little i guess. So i get off mii first bus to switch busses, && i see the bus at the corner, so i go to cross the street but the light just changed so i'm stuck. But i'm like starin at the bus driver && i waved at her && she nodded so i'm thinkin okay she sees me she's not gonna leave. Sure enough the light changes && this bitch is drivin off so I'm runnin for the bus which is not some shit I do normally but the bus i'm runnin for only comes once every fuckin half hour && i wasn't waitin thirty minutes for another bus. It was already a bad day shit. So i'm runnin, && i make the bus. && so i get on the bus && i'm jus kinda sittin there, tired as shit, pretty sure i sprained mii ankle cus they was doin construction on the sidewalk so i hadda like run all on the grass && in the bike lane && shit. So whatever I get off the bus, I go to turn the volume back up on my iPod. TELL ME WHY MY EARPHONES AREN'T ATTACHED TO ANYTHING!!!???? So i start thinkin right like okay Ashley when did the music stop? && i realize that I dropped mii iPod while i was runnin for the gottdamn bus!! so now i'm mad as hell. Screamin && gettin ready to seriously cry again on the side of the fuckin street cus i lost miii gotdamn iPod. I mean shit the only thing that stopped me from cryin earlier was the iPod && then i dropped it? Df kinda bullshit is that? So i'm runnin to the house, && thank god moms home. So i'm like mom!! We gotta go back && get mii shit!!
&& my mom bein the damn coolest female in the world was like ok put the baby in the car seat. && we left && went back to go get it && it was still THERE!!!! =D i was so happy I damn near screamed in the car. && then me && mommy did a victory dance, && then we came home && had ice cream. && now i gotta do like 6 weeks worth of homework so i don't fail this class. And i told you all this so you'll believe me when I Say:

Today.fucking.Sucked.

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