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H on est ly ,

The night is always darkest just before the dawn.

;& You && You && You;*
3.1.08

I redid mii blog
Yay
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I'm writing this blog for mii three favorite dudes in the world:: Earnest Lee Lawson Jr;; Brandon Lamarr Tashan Blackman;; && Brandon Marquise Dean.

Numero Uno:: Best Friend

Mannn i swear i almost cried i read that blog yesterday. I was like ohhhhh shit;; i'm loved.[:">] Buh on the other hand i was like df this nigga talkin bout? Talkin bout how u ain't done right my me. Nigga u spoil me rotten. lmao i be actin like a brat sayin u neglect me cus i be needin the attention. You the sweetest nigga i kno. && u already kno i got ur back thru any && errthing. && u already kno ion let nobody talk shit bout you, [cept me] && u already kno i do occasionally talk shit bout u. lmao. Ion even kno wuh i'd be doin in this world if i ain't have u as a best friend to fall back on. Like errtime i have a bad day i be like df mii best friend at? Cus i kno u will do whatever it takes to make me smile even if you gotta make an ass out urself && i love you for that like you don't even kno. 07 was a shitty ass year for me buh the best thing that came out of it was most definitely you, && i hope we can keep this thing up thru 08 cus it won't be mii year if you ain't in it. Love you best friend!!!

Numero Dos:: This Nigga Brandon

Oh shit nigga. lmao. So uhm....there were the CATCH days, when i said u'd never turn me on. lmao u proved me wrong. i only said that cus u was madddd short back then. Short niggas cant get it [-x no sir. && don't say shit about Bruce neither cus u was shorter then that nigga at the time. lmao buh u grew [:>] && so u could get it now. LMAOOO. lemme shuttup. Buh anywaysz. Chea that whole relationship thing ain't work out between me && u. Partially cus the timin wasn't right && partially cus i'm an asshole. Buh i mean you kno some shit just ain't meant to happen the way people want it to happen. && if it is meant to happen then it will; till then keep fuckin round wif fake bitches it'll keep u busy. [lmao i ain't needa say that;; that was mean. sowwie]. Uhm....buh yea. We needa get back to talkin cus u kno u mii buddy. We be havin a good ol fashioned time talkin bout the good ol days. && u kno forreal if u eva needed me i'd be right there for u cus us Cali ppl gotta stick together at all costs lmao. So......don't eva hesitate to get at me if you need me. && when ya broke ass get some long distance u could even call me. [smh @ that.] So i'ma shuttup now. But uhm....before i go....i gotta say.....cali ppl are the shit. [&& if you gotta problem hold a cum filled cheese stick down ur throat till u choke] Love you Love =]

Numero Tres:: Mii Favoriteee Ex Boyfriend

Lmao && its some niggas that would kill for that title. I guess i could be truly honest bout what i wanna say bout him here cus i kno he ain't neva gone read it so....yea. I think i fucked up forreal when i let this nigga go. I be sittin up thinkin about it sometimes like damn i had a soldier && i let that shit go. I mean technically he broke up wif me buh only cus I was bein a asshole. Cus i was scared. I'm a scared ass person i jus be naturally scared of shit. Especially since i really liked him. I'm only mean to niggas that i think will take advantage of me if i show em how i really feel. I mean like, i felt like if i showed him how fuckin open he had me, he'd fuck around and play me like he do the rest of the bitches he roll wit. So instead i treated him like he was jus another nigga. && thats where i messed up. Cus he wasn't jus another nigga. && so now i gotta see this nigga around, && act like ion care bout him, cus he gotta gurl && he movin on lovely [&& he told me the shit that happened on christmas was a mistake;; && i cried, buh its cool] And so yea. thats where i messed up. But i'm thankful that we're still friends && we could still act civil when we see each other. && i hope......well...lets not get started on what i hope cus that shit would be a whole nother blog.


So chea. Thats it for this evenin. I been thinkin bout these niggas mucho lately so i hadda get it out. 08 is a good year for me cus before i neva woulda even wrote this i jus woulda thought about it till it drove me fuckin crazy. [random] I got to take pics wif the baby yesterday. He likes me. I held him && he went straight to sleep. His grandma was madddd [that bitch can't stand me] lmao thass wuh she get. Maybe once she get that stick out her ass the baby won't cry whenever she walk in a room. Ol count dracula lookin ass needa shave her moustache && shit. lmaoooooo

Duecesz



Ashley

just another little black girl with dreams. I play my music too loud, and I don't listen. I'm only at peace when I'm in pain: when my wrist is sore from writing my emotions out like blood on the band-aid of a page, or when my throat is raw from singing my thoughts like tears into the air. I'm conflicted, and unrepentant, and I like the way this blogging shit makes me feel. This is the one and only place I'll never lie, honestly.

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