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H on est ly ,

The night is always darkest just before the dawn.

&& Randomly
29.1.08

Yu know what i miss?
I miss being so crazy stupid in love wif somebody
That i hadda change the song on mii myspace every five minutes cus there wasn't just one that expressed what i felt
So dumb in love with somebody
That i wore them out from taking pictures all the time, just cus i wanted every single perfect moment captured somewhere
So in love that my hand felt weird when they weren't holding it
Or my waist felt cold without their arms around it
You know what i mean
that kind of love

I miss getting that shiver when somebody said their name
[ no not the horny shiver ]
the excited as hell shiver like oh shit my baby's here
Even if they weren't
&& i miss the smile that i can only smile when i'm in love
Like i don't know where that bitch goes when i'm not in love
but you will never see a smile like the one i've got when i love somebody
I miss that shit

&& i miss actually giving a shit what the date was cus that meant we'd been together a day longer
And stupid shit like that
lmao yea
i miss that shit
=]


Ashley

just another little black girl with dreams. I play my music too loud, and I don't listen. I'm only at peace when I'm in pain: when my wrist is sore from writing my emotions out like blood on the band-aid of a page, or when my throat is raw from singing my thoughts like tears into the air. I'm conflicted, and unrepentant, and I like the way this blogging shit makes me feel. This is the one and only place I'll never lie, honestly.

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