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H on est ly ,

The night is always darkest just before the dawn.

;& Ramblings that Rhyme;*
11.1.08

This might not make sense to you. It hardly makes sense to me so don't feel bad.

small aches and pains
they signal change
not so much age
maturity
And lies once told
By brave and bold
Now stand for truth and purity
the things they carried as they tarried
here and there have now been married
couple off with memories
of happy times that they might need
when sadness comes upon them like a cloud
it tries to choke them like a shroud
those happy thoughts
though sparse they are
outstretch their hands
And comfort far

Take back your life
The wisemen say
As if i let it slip away
Of my own voluntarity
Like it never belonged to me
Take back your heart
They echo still
On nights i don't know how to feel
I watch the world through windows
hoping that the glass protects me
Take back your drive the wise men say
And i and i alone know they
Have seen a certain part of me
That no one else what meant to see
Take back your life
Take back your heart
Take back your drive
The say to me
so urgently
And though i try so fervently
i don't know where to start

small aches and pains become the change as lies become the truth
Your hearts beats in your chest sometimes but its still far from you
There are some things in life you can't explain
Always some height you can't attain
But try and try again
Just find out where to start.


Ashley

just another little black girl with dreams. I play my music too loud, and I don't listen. I'm only at peace when I'm in pain: when my wrist is sore from writing my emotions out like blood on the band-aid of a page, or when my throat is raw from singing my thoughts like tears into the air. I'm conflicted, and unrepentant, and I like the way this blogging shit makes me feel. This is the one and only place I'll never lie, honestly.

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