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H on est ly ,

The night is always darkest just before the dawn.

;& La Di Da Di Daaaa;*
14.1.08

So last night mii tooth hella hurt so i took one of mii moms pain pills that her doctor prescribed her after her surgery && got hella high. Like buh it wasn't the good high tho like i felt like shit mii nigga. Like i was all giggly && fucked up buh mii vision was madddd blurry && mii stomach felt all queasy && mii head...whoooo lawd mii head....&& anywaysz i was up talkin to Elmo bout how in the world i was gone tell mom i'm bi right? Cus i been tryna tell her for the longest buh i jus ain't kno how cus it was like.......=/ ya kno?

Anywaysz cus i was high i wasn't really thinkin straigh or givin a shit or whatever so i sent mii mom this mad random long ass email tellin her i'm bi && i didn't want it to be a big deal or nuffin i jus thought she should know. && knowin mii mom ol madd cool ass she was jus like yea i prolly knew before you did && now that its out in the open you can't have no more girls sleepin over && i was like woooooooow. i mean you kno like i wasn't expectin her to be thatttt cool about it. I mean i kno my mom so i knew she was gone be cool but i didn't know she was gone be thattttt cool. lmao cus she was pretty damn cool. So now i'm all extra happy && comfortable wif miiself cus mii mommy knows. Cus it be feelin like some shit ain't even real if mii mommy don't know about it thats mii best buddy for life you can't top her. Nope nope not never. lmaooooo.

Uhm....so anywaysz even before i found out mii mom was maddd cooler than i thought she was today was a bomb ass day. Hella skipped school. I was like 30 minutes late for mii first class so i was like fuck it yo, went && made layouts in the library, then took mii ass to goddaddy && aunty Isha's house to chill out over there. Ended up watchin movies wif Elmo && Larry && Rachael && them && talkin bout how mii godfather needed to fix his myspace. Cus his shit is raggedyyyyy like you wouldn't even believe lmao. Then mom called spazzin bout how i needed to come home, cus i hadn't told her i was goin anywhere after school, so i came on home and then started workin on the layout site, which sammy is gonna be mii partner on. So i put 5 new layouts up, we got the support code && the affy code up, we did the blog design && shit. lmao now i'm tired as fuck buh i was like lemme write a blog real quick fore i pass out. Cus sammy ain't awake no more so it ain't like i'm talkin to nobody [note to self: make more friends].

But yea i liked today, it was cool. && so now i'ma jus go change into mii pj's && take miiself a niceeee little rest && wake up in the morning && do this shit alllll over again. lmao cept for tomorrow i'm actually goin to school mii nigga real talk like cus thats necessary. I'm mad i wanted to put this one pic of mii mommy up as the pic of the day buh i think i deleted it off mii damn comp && i'm pretty sure i left mii camera at the other house...[-looks-]. Chea thass hella deleted. && i'ma have to go back for mii camera TO[morr]OW ccus that is not how shit rolls around here;; I need mii camera yo. U kno i'ma whore for it =/

Anywaysz; In substitution for the pic i wanted to put up i'ma put up this pic of me && mom that i fuckin hate cus mii teeth is madd crooked && hers lookin straight out the magazine && shit. I hate that hoe =/ lmao [i'm md the pic won't upload tho. fxckin piece a shit]



&& wif that. I'm qone
[Duecesz]
=]


Ashley

just another little black girl with dreams. I play my music too loud, and I don't listen. I'm only at peace when I'm in pain: when my wrist is sore from writing my emotions out like blood on the band-aid of a page, or when my throat is raw from singing my thoughts like tears into the air. I'm conflicted, and unrepentant, and I like the way this blogging shit makes me feel. This is the one and only place I'll never lie, honestly.

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