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H on est ly ,

The night is always darkest just before the dawn.

;& So its Like This;*
23.12.07

At Night I Think Of You. I Want To Be Your Lady Baby
Yea i'm talkin to you
It irks me sumtimes.
Its like u in this "relationship" wit her
Buh all you doin is babysittin.
Errtime some shit go wrong you gotta go clean up after her.
You gotta make sure she feels loved, and safe, and protected.
You gotta make sure that she knows that somebody cares about her
And make sure she knows that she's worth loving.
But boo when its time for it to be about you
Where's she at?
I'm not sayin i kno errthing i'm jus callin it like i see it.
I'm sayin you better then the situation u puttin yaself in.
And i know yall been together awhile
And i'm just sayin i hope you don't let the fact that yall been together for a while keep you in a relationship you don't deserve to be in
Cus baby you deserve soooo much better.
And all i'm sayin is what i've been sayin from the beginning
I wanna be everything that she's not
And i wanna give you every little thing i got
Cus you are more than i could ever need
Thats why i think you're truly my destiny
I'm gonna get ya
If it takes me until forever
No you don't feel me
If forever turns into never
I'll let you kno my feelings are just that strong
And for you
Never just ain't that long.



Chea. You ain't know i felt this deep. I ain't tell you. Thats on me. I'll be patient tho.
Don't let this change nothin in a negative way. I'm still me and your still you and we're still us.
=] the end



Ashley

just another little black girl with dreams. I play my music too loud, and I don't listen. I'm only at peace when I'm in pain: when my wrist is sore from writing my emotions out like blood on the band-aid of a page, or when my throat is raw from singing my thoughts like tears into the air. I'm conflicted, and unrepentant, and I like the way this blogging shit makes me feel. This is the one and only place I'll never lie, honestly.

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