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H on est ly ,

The night is always darkest just before the dawn.

;& Bullshit Promises;*
27.12.07

[its very unlike me to write two blogs in a night;; but i jus went thru half a bottle of jack daniels so i'm on one]

Real talk. Don't promise me shit. No more. Nobody. Ever. For the simple fact that there's never been a promise made in mii life thats been kept. Never. And niggas get mad when ion wanna hear they promises. I'ma start punchin niggas in the eye when they say babygirl i promise cus they lyin. And they might not know they lyin but that don't make it no less of a lie. And that don't make the hurt no less when i see that promise has been broken. So just don't say that P word round me no more. Cus i'm hella tired of hearin it. Seein it. Readin it. Thru.

I've decided that good natured honest people don't get not a gotdamn where in life. Nowhere. Nopppeeee. People thats actually nice and kind and caring is always strugglin. Its the assholes that get errthing they want. So i'ma be a fuckin asshole. You thought i was mean before? NOOOOOO SiR. Clear the fuck up out my way or you will get ya feelins hurt. Fuck the world and err gotdamn breathing creature in it. I'm here to get mine. The end. Have a very nice day. Yes this applies to everybody. No one is safe. No i'm not jus saying this cus i might possibly be a little bit drunk. When the last time you met a drunk liar? Hellll nahhhh ppl tell the truth when that liquor get flowin mii nigga and this is 100%. I"m hella tired. HELLLLAAAAA TiRED. Ion wanna be fucked wit no more. And if that means that i gotta fuck wit you to make sure nobody's fuckin wit me then so be it. The guard comes down for no one. Can't trust you. Don't matter how trustworthy you've been. Can't trust you. I've trusted before. Shits overrated on sooooo many counts. So fuck that bullshit. And fuck you. And fuck your family. I hope all yall die in a freak electrical fire. Less niggas i got to worry bout screwin me over. Cus its all.about.me.

Hmmm..otay thass wrong. lookin over that paragraph i'm realizin that its.....3 ppl thats safe from the wrath of the new and improved evil ass Ashley. 3 ppl. Thats it. They should kno who they are. They the ppl thats gone read this and get in mii box like are you okay? [DO NOT read this and get in mii box like are you okay if its some shit totally uncharacteristic of you. i ain't got time for no gotdamn fake people. Alwaysz tryna prove that they a real friend all extra muhfuckin late. Nigga we is not friends. Nigga i do not like you. Df you need me to like you for so gotdamn much anyway? I hate you. Deal with it. Move the fuck on. Jesussss].


*sigh* Anywaysz. I'm goin back to mii damn liquor now. Cus people is irritatin and alcohol really isn't. Lmao i'ma be a alcoholic can't yall tell? [pssst;; no i'm not. i hate the taste i only drink when i'm reallllll upset] buh yea. i'm kinda giggly. Kinda pissed. Watch what you say if you feel the need to speak to me. You might get snapped on. That'd spice up ur night there wouldn't it?

=D


Ashley

just another little black girl with dreams. I play my music too loud, and I don't listen. I'm only at peace when I'm in pain: when my wrist is sore from writing my emotions out like blood on the band-aid of a page, or when my throat is raw from singing my thoughts like tears into the air. I'm conflicted, and unrepentant, and I like the way this blogging shit makes me feel. This is the one and only place I'll never lie, honestly.

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